Poem 39 (Am i not enough ?)

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~Am i not enough ?
~Then why
~Is the future holding me hostage
~Gift of present turned to a nightmare
~I have no choice now
~Why don't i ?
~Is it because i don't want one ?
~Or even two more ?
~It's hurting deeply
~Stabbing at my heart repeatedly
~Why can't all of it just be stopped ?
~My lungs breathing suffocatingly
~When will i be set free ?
~When the heavens descend
~That's not gonna happen , is it ?
~What is the use of just staying ?
~Burden it is to feel
~I don't want to feel anything
~But as i
~Fail to must up the courage
~To even say anything
~Pretending to be someone i'm not
~Is now my only anything at all
~Or just supposably
~My whole being now

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