Poem 46 (Loved i am but)

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~Loved i am but
~I fail to understand why i haven't felt it since that
~Wrinkle in time it was
~Do i have enough to care at all ?
~Then i wanted to tell you everything
~But now i don't want to share anything
~Then you didn't have time to know me
~But now you have all the time to know me
~But you don't choose to as well
~Then i wanted to feel the love you had for me
~But now i don't care enough to ask for anything
~Then i was a child
~But now i'm grown up it seems
~Then i loved when you had time for me
~But now i hate it when you have time for me
~Then i used to feel admiration
~But now i don't know if i feel that anymore
~Then you had been busy
~But now you're inside your own head it seems
~Then i tried everything to stop you
~But now i don't have to the heart to
~Then i liked our midnight talks
~But now i despise that thought
~Then i was afraid you'd come home
~But then & now I know everytime you open that door
~I know it's you
~Not because i want to
~Then i used to have love in my voice
~But now my voice is empty
~Then i had a glimmer of hope
~But now i've climbed the mountain
~Then i used to think of it all
~But now i'm a blank slate
~Then i wrote poetry to share my thoughts
~But now i write poetry like i'm coping through this act
~Realizing the fact that
~Loved i am but
~I've lost it all

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