Wrong Deck

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I struggle so much with keeping patience.
Our music was beautiful until you broke the cadence.
How do we want the same story and still on different pages?
You give me a sense of comfort like I've known you for ages.
I still get flutters from the butterflies vibrating inside me like rages.
Until you turn cold, then lock your love and sensitivity into cages.
Did early life really take that much of a toll on you?
Does your resentment have that much control on you?
You mean so much to me and you know it too.
Before the preacher could ask I'd yell I do.
But I can't stand another moment playing your fool.
I can't take another tough lesson like another year in school.
I cherish your touch so much you could hold me down in a pool.
I swear I'd drown for you.
In a bed of fire, I'd lay down for you.
I don't care how many, I'd go against a town with you.
How could you take me for granted?
How is it so easy for you to make me feel enchanted?
You make me feel delirious and I can't stand it.
I'm sprung like Bey to Jay.
You're on my mind start to finish everyday.
I hate to leave you but you make it so hard to stay.
I never understood crazy in love .. now I'm hazy in love.
I'm Drunk in love .. attached to you like a hand in a glove.
I now understand dangerously In love
I fear my reaction to anyone coming between us
Public displays of affection, I don't care who sees us
You play more games than a group playing poker.
You make me feel like a clown, your personal joker.
Yet, you hold all the cards like a game of blackjack.
I feel like you played an ace of hearts and took the card back.
Happens all the time, I don't know what else I'd expect.
I can't keep waiting for you to play your cards right when you're in the wrong deck.

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