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Delirious

Pounding.
My heart pounding.
Rambling.
My mind rambling.
Scrambling.
My nerves are scrambling.
Damn.. here we go again.
There's a funny thing about sin
They travel together with destruction like a twin.
Blink.
I'm so angry I can't speak.
My rationality reached its peak.
To you I'm only good in the sheets as a freak.
Why do you have to sneak?
You could've let me be.
You could've left me free.
You planted bitter roots in me like a tree.
I can't think straight.
I look at you and feel hate.
I'm furious.
What is it about her? I'm curious.
Do I not deserve you?
Do I not serve you?
Should I have just curved you?
You make me delirious.
You got my pen stuck in my hand like Kandi Burruss.
Would I be wrong to harm you?
Make you feel pain like I do?
Why I'm not on your mind?
Why without me you're fine?
I can't take another heartbreak this time.
Would it stop if I snort a line?
You left a machete in my spine.
The homicide of my heart should be a crime.
You deserve to rot.
In a tiny 8x4 spot.
Which number am I ?
How many times have you lied?
I'll only feel better if you died.
The line between love and hate so thin.
I'd watch your last breath with a grin.
Hysterical.
I'm crying hysterically.
Tears running down my face vehemently.
Why do I keep letting losers do this to me?!
I'm tired of asking who the f*ck is she!
Another one.
Another smoking gun.
Another piece of my heart crumb.
Another reason to go numb.
Another moment to feel dumb.
I can't tell if it's karma or the devil but you won.
With love? I'm done.
Frozen.
My conscience is frozen.
To be a fool? I feel chosen.
It happens so much .. for what was I hoping?
To be taken seriously? I must was joking.
I'm stuck in a box.
Each time a different fox.
Deception.
I'm so familiar with deceit.
It inherently became my favorite treat.
My self esteem or my heart.. I can't tell who's more severely beat.
Damn, I just realized my feelings are deep.
How can you sleep?
Knowing the secrets that you keep?
From a 200 story building, for you I'd leap.
And you can't be truthful like a coward sheep?
Bare minimum.
If It wasn't for jail , I'd finish him.
You wear and tear my heart like denim.
You all up in my mind.
You're stuck on my brain like a shrine.
You should be mine.
You leave me buzzed like an aged wine.
Tell me we'll be fine.
Lie to me just one more time.