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Feenin'

You must be exhausted.
You run through my mind so much I thought I lost it.
If you are a bridge I can't get cross it.
Let's kill the distance.
Without you, this a useless existence.
You stuck on me like blisters.
I only see you, no other sisters or misters.
Flashback after Flashbacks.
On your back I left scratches at.
I hear you saying "Can you handle that?"
Consistency you definitely lack.
Thinking of you on somebody else, my sight go black.
Damn, I'm tired of cutting you slack.
Why I'm still feenin?
Constantly dreaming?
Like a nightmare you have me screaming.
I came so hard , now I ask what you bringing?
Smack, grab.
Push, stab.
At me, you give motherf*ckas a reason to laugh.
You leave me waiting for you like an open draft.
I'm your type for a second, then you take the keyboard off your lap.
Funny how I still find reasons to brag.
Clifford's the dog, but you're the biggest red flag.
I'm wrapped up into you like a shag.
Feenin like you don't always put me last.
Can I stop by?
If not .. please tell me why.
I promise I won't cry.
You gone ghost again without saying bye.
Guess I'll wait ..
why you always texting me late?
That's the truth I really hate.
Feenin so hard we did it before a date.
Am I naive for thinking this'll be great?
I need you.
Like a soup kitchen I'm here to feed you.
Like your surrogate I wanna breed you.
I'm a fool, I should just leave you.
I'm Feenin.
This situation of ours.. what's the meaning?
If I can't fall for you , why I'm still leaning?
You control the vibe, like you Dean-in'.
Tell me how to make you feen for me.
Tell me how to make your roster clean for me.
Tell me how to make you see more than a pot of cream.
Tell me how to get you to make me feel seen.
Tell me why I'm Feenin?
Tell me why I'm Stuck on stupid?
It can't be cause you poked me, unless your names Cupid?
Answer this phone before I lose my shit.
Why you make me do this?
Our spark died cause you blew it.
Baby please.
You want me on my knees?
I'm like the rat and you're the trap with cheese.
You played your role so good the beginning was a breeze.
I'm ready to bless you even if you don't sneeze.
Meanwhile I'm stuck.
Down on my luck.
And you don't give a fuck.
All this time wasted.. for what?
My sign is a bull and I'm ready to buck.
You ran through my feelings like a truck.
So gullible I'd still let you in my guts.
You got me dizzy like a klutz.
You a master at scheming.
Cause I'm still Feenin.