Drowning in the ocean of my conflicting emotions.
Perhaps it's an illusion,
last night's hangover,
or a delusion.
But when I perceive you
with someone who isn't me,
why do I feel these emotions that fly so free?
I failed to comprehend that essence of your affection,
calling you more of a kin
or someone about whom I wouldn't think.
Then why does your absence
make me suffer inside
as if all I did was for your smile?
