𝗥𝗮𝗴𝗵𝘂𝘃𝗮𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶 𝗙𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗹𝘆

Bonus Chapter 3

Sritija's POV

The thudding in my brain increases with every second as I stare at the door leading to the doctor's cabin. I feel a warm hand enveloping mine before my eyes turn slightly to look over the comforting expression on his face 

"Don't worry, everything will be fine. We will find a solution for everything together" he said slowly nodding his head looking directly in my eyes. a breath hitched in my throat as I opened my mouth 

"I know but it just feels that this is all my fault. I shouldn't have ever voiced out those words back then" I said feeling my eyes getting blurred with the tears shining beneath them. His hand wrapped around mine tightly as he slowly squeezed it 

"Mrs. Sritija Raghuvanshi" the attendee called and I stood up at once pulling Rayaan with me. His hand wrapped around mine firmly while I took deep breaths trying to calm myself down

"Let's go" he said passing a small smile to me looking directly into my eyes with a warmth that I always acquired from him at all points 

We stepped inside the doctor's cabin and she smiled at us warmly like she did when we came here the last time. I returned her smile before taking a seat on the front of her desk and he did so too

"Hello" the doctor said and I blinked my eyes in her direction unable to open my mouth. Rayaan replied her greeting sitting beside me as his hand pulled mine onto his lap letting it relax there 

"I have read your reports. I guess you know that you have PCOD, and besides your are 30 years old now. So, getting pregnant is a little difficult" the words escaped her mouth and a silent sob escaped my lips

I felt his hand travelling towards my face as he slowly captured my cheeks and pushed my eyes forward towards his face. My blurry vision lands on his eyes while he slowly blinked

"Let her complete first, listen to the doctor. I am here with you" he said in a soothing voice slowly caressing his thumb along my chin. I took a deep breath and nodded my head turning to listen to the doctor

"Sritija, don't worry. There is still time, we can start you on medications and get you a chart for the days you are ovulating. If these things will not work there are plenty of other methods these days" she said and my nails dug in the flesh of my palm 

"Like there is always IVF, surrogacy and obviously adoption too. You are still young, it can happen naturally too and we will proceed with a plan" she said in a gentle manner and my eyes locked with hers

"Thankyou" I said while Rayaan pulled my hand forward in his lap slowly making circles in my palm. 

The doctor then continued giving me the medications, the list of food and asking about my periods. I answered all of her questions still holding onto him for my dear life, the guilt settled deep inside my heart

"Here, I have written everything. You both just need follow all the precautions and I am hopeful that you can conceive in the normal manner" she said passing a small smile which I returned grabbing the file from her hand

"Thankyou, doctor" Rayaan said standing up, pulling me along with him. I shared a look with Rayaan while he just slowly passed a small smile in my direction. we stepped out if the doctor's cabin and I felt him leaning in closer towards me

"So, I just read your chart and I think today would be the perfect day to start trying" he said brushing his lips against the skin of my earlobe. a shudder travelled down my body and my eyes met his 

"Okay" I said in an instant with my cheeks turning to a shade deep red while his eyes widened in surprise. His hand snaked around my waist as he tugged me closer to himself kissing my cheek