Beyond the Shadows || LADS Sylus FanFiction

37.

Sylus

Fuck...That was...

I can't stop reliving our little session in my dungeon.

This was by far the best sex I've ever had.
And, to be honest, it wasn't just sex.

It felt like so much more.

Like something that was supposed to happen.

Destiny...

Nothing ever felt so right in my life.

And I know I'm fucked now, literally, 'cause I can't get enough of it.

I want this, every day.

Every night.

Everywhere.

And I will cut my cock off before I will ever do this with someone else again...

I'm ruined.

She fucking ruined me...

Forever.

I need her to stay.

Forever.

How in hell am I going to function normally again after this?

Will this longing and craving ever go away?

I hope so, or I won't be the boss of anything for very much longer...

I stare at the tiny body lying in her bed, sleeping peacefully.

A peace that is not granted to me...

I've been telling myself to leave her room a hundrets of times for the last thirty minutes, but I just can't.

I'm standing in front of her bed, staring at her like a creep.

You are a fucking creep, idiot!

I can barely stop myself from crawling beside her and pull her into my arms.

If she decided to leave me now after all of this, I would die.

I know it.

She's the only living being capable of killing me.

Maybe she wasn't that wrong after all...

Why her, though?

I can't tell why she's so special to me.

She's beautiful, sure.

She's smart.

She has a temper that makes me go crazy.

But I encountered other people with similare trades before and no one ever had the same effect on me.

Not in the slightest.

I was never interested in someone in that way.

Yes, I had sex before.

But just to blow off some steam.

I never felt anything while doing it.

But now...

This was not supposed to happen.

I wanted her aethercore.

That's it.

Now I want her.

Everything she can give me.

Fuck power.

I want her soft skin under my touch.

Her puffy lips on mine.

Her moans, whimpers, sighs...

I clamp my eyes shut and brush my fingers through my hair.

How can I stop these thoughts? I need to think straight again!

I decide to try to go to sleep myself.

But, I already know it's not going to work for me today.

I step closer to the bed and place a soft kiss on her forehead, brushing a lose strand of hair behind her ear. She moves a little and sighs, still sleeping.

I will not lose you, kitten. After all the things I was after in my life, you're my most valuable treasure. And I will do anything I can, anything that's in my very power to keep you to myself forever. And you will be treated like the queen you are. And I desperately hope you want this, too...