How Did We Get Here?

Chapter 7

Bea POV

I was awoken when I heard her sobs. I stood up and laid beside her with her back on me, I spooned her while placing a small kiss above her head. Humarap siya sakin and buried her face in my neck and I tightenee my hold on her.

"I'm sorry did I wake you?"

"Obviously but don't worry about it. What is it this time?"

"Bei after hurting me so much now he is asking for another chance."

Gustong gusto kong sabihing wag coz dayum I don't wanna lose my own chance dammit pero nanaig pa rin yung pagiging friends lang muna fuck this.

"Yun ba yung gusto mo? Mahal mo pa rin ba siya?"

"Hindi ko alam Bei. I used to know the answer to that pero lately parang naeenjoy ko na yung sarili ko muna. Tell me Bei what should I do?" I was holding my tongue and gritting my teeth ano ba dapat ang sabihin ko yung gusto niyang marinig o yung gusto kong mangyari? I'm in such a tight position.

I lifted her chin so I can look into her eyes. "Whatever you decide to do. I will always be here for you." I placed another kiss to her forehead kasi diyan diyan lang pwede.

She buried her face back in my neck.

"Bei alam ko na ang gusto ko."

"What's that?"

"Yung di na matapos ang araw na to."

"How come?"

"I like this. I feel safe with you. Thank you lagi kang andiyan. At sorry lagi kong nadudumihan ang damit mo."

"Pababayaran ko naman sayo lahat yan." Nahampas ako nito.

"Panira ka ng moment. Ok na e."

"Just kidding. Basain mo ng luha kahit gano karami pang damit ko di ako magsasawang samahan ka."

"Talaga lang a. Bakit ba ang bait bait mo sakin e dati rati ang angas angas mo?"

"I care about you, mahalaga ka sakin."

"Ang sarap mo naman maging kaibigan."

"Mas masarap akong maging ka-ibigan."

"Ewan ko sayo kung ano ano sinasabi mo matulog na nga tayo." Tumalikod na ito sakin pero yumakap pa rin ako sa baywang niya andito na ko e might as well.

"Matulog ka naman minsan na may ngiti sa labi. That's all I ask."

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AN: Sino nakanood ng laban ng CCS earlier? UD tayo coz CCS is going to the reinforced finals baby lez effin go. Super nerve wracking game kanina. Yung mga kasamahan nating ccs fans sa LS bumibitaw na pero pag CCS fan ka you just gotta keep the faith alive coz they will always find a way to stay in the game. That is the CCS spirit. Sept 2 finals, I will be watching again in the PVL livestream sabay sabay tayo manood dun dahil di naman tayo makakanood sa mismong venue. Masaya din livechat dun drop by kayo if you can. Let's all watch and cheer for Bea and CCS as they vie for the coveted championship trophy and malay natin manood si Cait.