"Dard E Ishq"..✍️💔

part 5 holi, realization....❣️

Next day
Mpt...

Morning 9 Am...

Puspa house 🏠
Ks uthi or chup chaap ready hokar thane jane ke liye nikal rhi thi puspa kitchen se break fast ban kar aa rhi thi us ki nazar ks par jati h..jo kafi udas lag rhi thi..

Ps; karu aau beta nasta kar lo fir chalte h thaane...

Ks; nhi Amma hame bhook nhi lag rhi h ham chalte h hame kaam h thane main... report tayar karni h pending work h bhout Sara...( In sad voice)

.or bhar niklne lagti h tabi piche se puspa khati h..

Ps; hame kuch nhi sun-na h chup chaap aakar nasta kar lo..Varna aaj tume apna bhokal dikha denge..

Dining table..

Dono chup chaap nasta kar rhe the.or bich bich main ks apni aama ko dhek rhi thi jo bina kuch bole or use dekhe bas apna nasta kar rhi thi..ks kuch khana cha rhi thi par vo ps se dar rhi thi kyunki ps Bina kisi expression ke bas khana kha rhi..or ye aj phali baar tha jab ps itne shaant thi..

Kya huaa kuch kehna h apko hamse...(ps said without looking to ks)

"Vo..vo Amma ham..ham vo..(ks in fear and fumble)

""Hamre paas itna time nhi jo apke vo or ham main atke rhe.."ps said in stren voice

""Amma vo hame..Amma ham kal ke liye bhout sarminda h hame maaf kar dijiye ham aage se asa kabi nhi karege..""ks said in sad voice

Hmm...ps said again without looking her ..

Ks uthi or apni Amma ke aage jakar knees par bhat gyi or unka hath apne hath me liya..

"Amma ek baar please hame dekhiye(ps look her) Amma ham jante h hamne jo bi kal kiya vo nhi karna chahiye tha.ham jis halat main ghar aye ham jante h us se apko bhout dhuk huaa h par ham kya karte ham pata nhi kyu kal apna aapa kho bhathe or hamne pi..Amma please hame ek baar maaf kar dijiye ham kabi asa nhi karege ham Vada karte h...""ks said in emotional voice..

Utho yha hmare pass bhetho...ps said
(Ks set to chair) ""Ham jante h beta tumne jo kal kiya Jan bujh kar nhi kiya.koi baat jarur tume pareshan kar rhi h jise sayad tum samj nhi par rhe ho.or apne ap ko dard de rhi h..par beta ek baar hamare bare main bi to socho(cry voice) ham maa h or ek maa apne bache ko kabi ase nhi dhek skte h tume pata kal jab hamne tume ase sarab me dhutt dekha to ham say nhi paye jab tumare haatho main khoon dekha to ham par kya biti ham bata nhi skte..""ps said

Amma please aap roye maat ham nhi dhek skte apko rote aap janti h na..""ks said

To kyu kudh ko dard dekar hame rula rhe ho beta haa.tume pata h tumare papa hamse kha karte the ki insaan apni kismat se kitna bi lad le vo usse Hara nhi skta par ha agar vo puri shiddat se apne karmo ko imandari se kare to use badal jarur skta h..or tume vhi karna h beta ase kudh ko dhuk dekar tum kabi apne dard ko hara nhi skte par ha agar tum Is dard ki vhaj ko samj paye to sayad tum ese toda kaam kar skte ho.."ps said loveing tone

""Vhi to nhi samjh pa rhe h Amma"ks said angry

"Yhi gussa tume kuch samjhane nhi  deta gusse main kabi kabi insaan vo choti si chiz bi nhi dhek pata jo uske aas paas h or gusse main hamesha apne dil or dimag se ladte h agar tum Shanti se apne andar ke bandar ko shaat kro to tume sabi sawalo ke jabab kudi se mil jayenge bas jarurat h apne dil ki avaj sun ne ki..""ps said

Kya..kya apko pata h ki ye hamare sath kyu ho rha h...""ks said

Sayad haa par ham kuch nhi khe skte kyuki in sawalo ke jabab agar tum kudh nhi dhundo ge to tum kabi apne dard ko hara nhi pauge or hamne apne bache ko itna saksham to banaya h ki har dard ko smana Sina tan ke kar ske...'"ps said in smile face