Your Lie in April (fanfic)

Episode 4: Blurred Memory

~Shiori's P.O.V.~

i stared at the guy, who is now holding my arms and shakes me lightly.

"it's not a dream right? i mean, you're not dead." he looked at me from top to bottom and hugged me. suddenly, he knew what he was doing and in my surprise he let go of me.

"i'm sorry. i just.. um.." he doesn't look me in the eye.

"sir, i think you got the wrong idea. you see, i'm not-" i got trailed of after seeing the girl he was with.

"Kousei~ i've bought you carrot juice. y'know? this is actually kinda good." a short-brown-haired girl came toward the guy named Kousei-kun.

"Kousei! hold this up..." she was holding the almost emptied bottle carrot juice and when she raised her head and looked at me, she had the same expression as Kousei-kun. like she saw something that wasn't supposed to be around anymore.

poor carrot juice. it should've ended up being drunk up, rather than on the floor.

"Kao-chan..?" she asks.

"umm i'm really sorry. i'm not her." i said. Kousei-kun started to tear up. but eventually hides it and says,

"i'm sorry too, miss. i thought you were someone i knew."

"its okay. people make these kinds of mistakes because they just miss them so bad. or maybe you just think her about that a lot." i said as i smiled and walked away. i tapped his shoulder and said goodbye to the girl he was with.

i was about to walk away after i tapped Kousei-kun's shoulder when he grabbed my hand. i felt a sudden urge to pull him to myself. but why?

i think he knew what he'd done. so he let go of my hand and just smiled awkwardly. as for me, i don't know whether to smile or not. but one thing is sure to myself.

my heart can't stop beating. and to my first, this is the fastest heartbeat i've ever encountered.

who is he?

*blurry vision*

"kaori".... a guy.. he's calling my name.
*back to normal*

"I'm sorry again, miss?" Kousei-kun asked.

"Shiori, Takegawa Shiori." i said as i smiled to him.

he reached out his hand for me to shake. "i'm Arima Kousei and this is my girlfriend, Tsubaki." when he said that, he didn't make an eye contact with me anymore. huh, weird.

"hi" Tsubaki-san said as she reached her hand as well for me to shake. when we shook our hands, she was the first to let go, and to my curiosity, she let go of me fast.

"umm, we better get going." she smiled at me while saying that and grabbed Arima-san's arm. Arima-san, i think seems dozed off though. "Kousei, c'mon!" she whispers to him. and they walked away from me. but Arima-san kept looking back at me. was i that much to look like the girl they knew?

mom saw me and said she bought me clothes and that we need to get home. dad made me special Caneles. yum :3

>>time skip>>

as soon as i woke up, mom set aside the curtains as the sunshine made way to my window crashing into my face.

the month of May had passed and now, June.

"time to get ready, Shiori" mom said. "won't get up? fine then, you'll be late for school."

school.

school.

school.

OH. MY. GOD.

I sat up my bed wide awake.

"it's the first day of school." and slowly, my lips curved into a smile.

this is gonna be so much fun!