Her Hatred Patient.

Chapter 50

Deepthi is binge watching for the past 2 hours and continuing until she receives the text from Parthiv.

P: "Hi Deepu, I recently completed my knee alignment surgery. I have been missing you badly since the day you were not here by my side. Those days were nostalgic when we talked over every topic that popped up. I am waiting for that day we both meet and will talk like that. I am sorry if I bothered you, but can't help. I just love to share and update everything with you."

Her eyes welled with the text to which she replied, "Congratulations, and wishing you a speedy recovery. At least from now, put your health on top and take care of yourself."

P: "It's me who should say this. Lately, you haven't been replying to my texts, which is making me worried about you. I even called reception on your update, since you aren't answering my calls. What happened? Is someone bothering you?" 

D: "No, No. Nothing like that. I have been busy, and couldn't even call my parents regularly. In addition to that, Kartheeka is taking me for a day out whenever possible and we were returning late. So didn't even check my phone properly. "

P: "Okay, don't tense me like that. Enjoy as much as you can, but make sure to take care of your health. It worries me the most when you don't reply normally. Not because I got late replies, I felt that you are not like yourself and maybe you are feeling low. Make sure to take care of your health physically and mentally."

Tears start rolling from her eyes, and she is sobbing heavily. 

Deepthi's POV:

Why does he care like that?

Why does he even acknowledge me like that? as if I am his girlfriend.

I don't want him to think about me.  I truly wish that he was treating me just like a friend.

Deep down we know that we may not see each other like that after what happened in the past.

It's pretty weird and embarrassing to face him. My bad, that my fate turned out like this. 

Whenever he tries to take extra care of me, it makes me feel much more uncomfortable. I am sorting my feelings and telling myself that I shouldn't care about him and we both should maintain only professional relations. 

While here he was trying his best to make sure I was okay. Why should he even do that?

I don't know how he is feeling, but I can't take it normally. Befriending a man with whom I slept previously for our selfish purposes is not normal. I can't accept that fact till now and never.

I loathed myself equally along with him. But I comforted myself by saying, it was the only last option for me to study and I couldn't reveal it to Dad considering his health conditions. 

After ages, I met him again which was the biggest nightmare. I have always wished that I would never meet him again. I wish he despised me a lot.

Wait- Why am I crying? I mean I should remember the promise I made to myself that I am never going to accept him as a human. Not because of what happened between us, but because of the past he had. 

Who knows if his past is worse than my wild guess? I almost wanted to slap him when he told me that I was in love. How could he even think I loved to sleep with him despite the fact that I begged him to take the decision back?

 I even wrote a letter before leaving his room that day. Don't know if he read that or not. I outburst in front of him and maybe I shouldn't be that emotional. It's like I cried so much, for his apology or maybe I should be surprised by the fact that he even apologized and recognized his toxic acts. 

After that, he started to be nice and even tried to defend me. It may feel nice now, but not forever. Every time I believed he was nice and a gentleman, he never missed any instance to prove me wrong. So, if it's his need, he will try his best to be nice to everyone, if it is not demanding or blackmailing starts, he will open his actual dominant side.

I don't know if it was me or not at the time Meena Aunty told me that he loved someone. Forget about love, I don't even want to face him. I will find my reasons to get distance from him. I still remember that trauma when he was pressured to sleep with him while I got depressed too and I unfocused on my studies due to the sudden shock of Dad's health. I couldn't imagine a man like him, that he went to check on Dad's health, but dropping hints without knowing him.

I still have my reasons to hate him forever. If not, I will try my best to avoid him. The only reason our friendship started was, his mother requested me to be gentle with him. I was honestly concerned about his health and didn't want to create any fuss, I simply tried to be nice to him. I can be still nice to him until he doesn't cross any limits, but I didn't have the guts to trust him again and he always proved me wrong again.

So, I still need to be patient with the time he will be recovering. I don't even consider him and if possible I will try to change the hospital.

I hope he will find a partner in his life which clears my path. I should never give him a second chance by trusting him. This time, it should be the end between us.  

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