Her Hatred Patient.

Chapter 59

Parthiv gently made her sit and wiped her tears.

P: "You are not the reason for everything that happened or was happening in my life. These are the consequences of the choices I made dumbly without any emotional balance. I am trying to maintain calm and stability but failing desperately when I can't be with you. You never know Deepthi, your entire existence affects my life more than you imagine.  And, that's why I am coming after you, even though you reject me. I dated various girls in my life and whenever they tried to protect our relationship, I walked out without a second thought. I never understood their pain I pushed them into it until that was my turn.

As they say, Karma always returns. I shouldn't have hurt their feelings, and I made the same mistake until I realized how much pain you took. Despite my console, I realized that you are blaming yourself. So, I don't force you to stay in my life, like I did in the past. But, I don't compromise on your happiness at any cost. I will walk away from your life if that gives you peace. I know you will never ask anything for you, and I know you more than you know about yourself. If you are happy and living your life without any worries, that makes my heart less burdened by the actions that I did in the past. 

If your peace comes when I focus on my life without bothering you, I am still okay with that but don't forget the fact that I will always keep an eye on you. Cause, you are the most naive and sensitive girl I have seen in my life. If someone hurts you, I am not gonna tolerate them and if it is me, I don't accept myself. So, please consider me as a human and a friend, and stay comfortably around me. If you hate me that much, I loath myself more than anyone else and that doesn't give me any hope to live."

D: "Don't say like that. I don't want to blame you for the past."

P: "That's what my problem is."

D: "Huh???"

P: "Anyway, wanna be friends again???" *Parthiv extended his hand*

Deepthi crossed her arms and doubted.

D: "It's our second time. If you ruin our friendship this time, I am not going to accept our relationship anymore."

P: "I promise. Never going to hurt you this time or damage our bond."

She accepted his request this time and finally, she smiled.

Parthiv was discharged the next week and he postponed his U.S trip as his condition was not going well. This time, he focused more on mental health and especially calming the nerves and emotions. The same squad that has already been treated was appointed. As usual, Deepthi was there in that, with Vaishnavi and Vikas this time. 

Parthiv focused very much on his health and working on their business. As per Deepthi's Suggestion, he is trying to be available remotely. His parents were relieved that he was finally recovering properly and they could see his behavior change. He became much calmer and tried to bliss every time, which Deepthi always wanted to do. 

It's been more than a month, and their bond grew more than usual. His nervous disorders and other insomnia problems are reducing gradually. Deepthi and her team were giving their best, and they were interacting with him closely.

D: "Okay Parthiv, this week's results are showing better compared to last week. I want you to follow the same routine."

P: "Follow the same routine??? Hello madam, I think you are going to impose this routine on me forever it seems. I am getting sick of this boring lifestyle. Can I get an excuse for this weekend?"

D: "You better listen to my words. You are good at messing when everything is going smoothly. Look, I don't want your parents, our team, or anyone to worry about you this time. So obey my words like a student and recover well and it's my instruction. Got it??"   *Deepthi tried to show off his stubbornness to which Parthiv giggled.

Vaish: "Deepthi, I think it's better if you call him respectfully. Just because he is friendly, that doesn't mean we could call him so informally as a friend."  *She muttered slowly near Deepthi.*

P: "It's okay guys. You people are so special to me. You were giving a tough competition to the seniors and I always adore your team, so you can call me whatever you want and move freely with me."

Vik: "If that's the case, may I know the reason for your health issues? Like we came to know that you got into a severe accident and that made your physical health so damaged. Is that true?"

P: "Ummmmm....................guys, I don't want to go into deep. But these past 7+ years are my toughest years and trust me I am paying for the consequences. I realized what true love is. Unfortunately, the girl who showed me the beauty of true love left me. Sorry, I lost her due to my behavior and I still regret it to this point. And because of that regret, I never lived normally for one day and with these disturbances, I drove rashly and got into an accident."

Vik: "Sorry about that Parthiv."

Vaish: "Do you think she knew all this?"

P: "I think so....."

Vaish: "Then I believe that she will forgive you and will come back to you. Since you realized your mistake and took the pain for hurting her, I strongly feel that she will come back to your life."

P: "Hope so, if I am enough lucky. If she comes again, I swear that I am not leaving her at any cost till my last breath and going to care for her as the most valuable and precious pearl."

Deepthi is looking down and blacking out her dupatta end, Parthiv understood that, so he ended the conversation.

P: "Btw, I want to treat you for lunch someday. Is that okay for you?"

Vik: "Sure, this weekend?"

D: "No. Till he recovers, there are no parties and outside food for him."

P: "Are Yaar, you are becoming stricter than my mom day by day............"

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