WARNING - SMUT! Perverted chapter ahead.
Pov - Ayana
"You seem pretty excited, what is it?" Steve asked when I came back to the living room with my sketchbook.
I signaled for him to wait while I jotted down my idea before giving my answer.
"I figured out the theme I want for the sketchbook," I said, my smile going from excited to shy when I saw the tender look on his face.
Steve always made sure that I knew I could behave as my authentic self, even if that meant leaving our dining table in the middle of our date to get my sketchbook. He told me that he wouldn't forget to remind him if I just told him and I reminded him that sometimes I had to write things related to the coded sketchbook.
Just thinking about that brought back the clammy feeling in my palms and the gross prickling on my clothed back.
How is he still with me knowing that I have a secret big enough that even Shield doesn't know?
How is he not tired of waiting? It's been a month! he should hate me...
I shoved those thoughts to the back of my mind and focused on Steve's creative curiosity.
"Awesome! What is it?" he asked before taking another bite of his cake.
"I'll let you guess when I'm done with like three to four pages" I said, sticking out my tongue.
Steve eyed my mouth for a second, then cleared his throat and focused on the cake.
"Speaking of sketchbooks, Coulson called, he mentioned bringing them to your weekly therapy sessions?"
"I get therapy sessions?!" I should have expected this.
"We, baby. Yes" he corrected.
"What's it like?"
"Hopefully like our cuddles, minus the touching..."
"I don't want therapy... I do not want to cry in front of people... or talk to them about trauma"
"What if-"
"I'm already pretty self-aware- sorry, what were you saying?"
"It's okay baby, I was just going to say.." he looked hesitant "What if you had those sessions with someone of a similar way of thinking"
"Like an artist or someone with ADHD"
"I meant someone as hyper-brained, but them being a visually creative person would be a great bonus"
"I don't know"
"Please think about it doll.." he urged, making sure I knew how important the idea was to him, He then looked slightly hesitant, reluctant even to say his next words "I just saw how easy it was for you to speak to young Stark, it's like you've been friends for years when you met. You even opened up about something that worried you when you spoke online"
"But I already tell you everything, you said our cuddles are therapy!"
"They are, hun. But a professional stranger will help us understand ourselves better. I want their tips, don't you?"
"Okay.. I'll try.."
"Thank you, Ayana," he said "If you want to stop, even after just the first session, let me know." I nodded, too deep in thought to notice that he tried pulling my sketchbook and getting spoilers till it was almost too late.
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