Strangers

wanheda part 1

3 months after mount weather*

i watch as gina and the others that go on trips to mount weather return. "stop glaring so much" i hear monty say beside me. i look at him, "glaring? me? never" i say sarcastically. "you're so weird" he mumbles, "bullshit, you're weirder" he chuckles as i shove his shoulder. i look at gina and 

i hate that i'm jealous, i shouldn't be, we didn't date. all we did was have sex, but yet that was more then anything finn and i ever felt, anything i ever felt with anyone actually. i need to stop, bellamy and i will never be anything more than what we were, friends. 

i look at monty, "i'm gonna go talk to my dad, i'll be back. if you're ready befor ei'm back please come get me" he nods and i walk off. i knock on the door, i walk in and my father looks at me, "hey sweetie" i smile. "hi dad"

i look at abby, "she's finally asleep?" i ask. he nods, "it's the first sleep she's had in two days" he adds. "you care about her" i mumble, he looks at me. "i know you dad, even if you were shitty on the ark, you still care about me now. and you care about her too" he shakes his head, "she cares about you too" i add, he looks down. "i know, what you did to mom was horrible, but on the ark. it was life or death, we deserve this" 

"i didn't get your mom floated" he mumbles, i stare at him. "what?"

"her best friend did, she blackmailed me to take the blame because if i didn't. she'd get me floated too" i stare at him wide eyes. "you mean aunt diana?" he nods. "why would she?"

"she wanted to have a better chance of getting back on council, and with your mom there. that just couldn't happen"

"but i thought she wanted to overrule jaha" 

"no, your mom never hated jaha, i'm sorry i lied to you for all these years, but being on the ark. knowing she wanted to get me killed too if i told anyone what she did. so i took the blame and pressed the button. i was in the office to try and get her freed of a crime she didn't commit. but then you ran in accusing me and i had to put up this act, so you didn't lose both parents" i look at him, "that doesn't count for the fact you were horrible to me" 

"you thought i killed your mom, and before i was busy and didn't have time to be a dad" 

"you're not lying now are you?" he shakes his head, "diana's dead. and we're on the ground, she can't hurt me anymore" i nod, i feel a tear fall down my face as i look at my dad.

suddenly there's a knock on the door, i wipe my face and turn. i see bellamy and i look at my father, "i'm gonna go" i walk out not looking at bellamy. 

i head back to where monty is, "you good, looks like you just saw a ghost" monty says jokingly. "i'll tell you later" 

i look over where jaspers asleep. "what are we gonna do with him?" i ask, "i don't know" 

"he can't keep doing this" i add. monty cups his hands together, "i know"

i sigh. "monty, kaleigh why aren't you two ready?" bellamy asks walking into the room. i look at monty, he sighs. knowing he's gonna speak for me. 

"we are" monty says turning towards bellamy, i notice bellamy glance at me and i focus on where monty is looking. "he's not" monty finishes, bellamy turns towards jasper. who's sleeping on the floor. monty stands up and i follow as they walk closer to jasper, "what should we do?" monty asks. "we should leave him this time" bellamy adds. 

"he's not getting better. maya's death broke him" bellamy looks at monty, then glances at me. "he needs this" i say. bellamy slightly nods, "monty, take an arm. kaleigh go get the water bucket" bellamy says. i nod and walk away. i run over to the bar. "hey sinclair" i say smiling. "hey kaleigh"