𝐓𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞

𝟐𝟖. 𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐥

Evara and I had sex.

My eyes dart open in a fraction of second when this thought hits me. My heart rate suddenly spikes as I feel my breath quicken. I tilt my head slightly downwards and find Evara sleeping over me, naked.

Her supple breasts lays over my chest as her little arms wrap around mine.

I could feel the warmth and the heat of her naked body over mine as she clutches more closer to me.

I had sex with her.

I did the one thing I controlled myself for over past 7 years.

Since the age of 25, I was on an abstinence. An abstinence to all bodily sexual pleasures and activities.

I started semen retention with the purpose of becoming more disciplined, more focused, more in control of my impulses, aiming to channel that energy for my growth. To achieve my goals.

It helped me a lot dealing with my anger issues as well. My mind became more attentive and focused. I never lacked discipline since.

It was really difficult to maintain it initially, but the bigger picture was always in mind.

I was successful in controlling my desires for 7 fucking years until one day, Ms. Evara Kapoor decided to waltz into my life and turn it upside down.

Never ever in my life I felt more tempted to give into my desires and yearnings.

I feel drawn to her. I don't know why, but something about her makes me want to have more and more of her.

Once we both hit our release, exhaustion enveloped Evara and she fell into instant sleep. I lay on her for some time, savouring the moment, feeling her under me.

I got up later and walked upto her bathroom. I rummaged through the drawers in her bathroom, looking for wet wipes.

After struggling for some time, I finally managed to secures the wipes. I took some handful of lukewarm water and walked upto Evara sleeping peacefully on the bed.

When my eyes fell on her, my mind started thinking how she is the most radiant and alluring being in the whole world. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Everything about her is perfect.

I gently sat on the bed next to her, and grabbed the duvet off her, which revealed her beautiful naked body to me.

Her body is a temple and I never want to stop devoting.

Her softness. Her curves. Just the mere image of her lying naked in front of me is sending blood down to my dick. I can't help but feel more aroused.

I feel myself getting hard again as I watch her chest rise and fall in smooth motion of breathing.

Her breasts are so full and inviting. I wish to keep sucking on her cute little nipples until they get hard under my tongue.

Her ass is rounded and firm, sculpted to perfection.