~• Song reference: I like the way you kiss me •~
(Note: This chapter is also really long and I would recommend listening to Can we kiss forever (Kina) after this just cause it matches the vibe of the chapter, enjoy 🥀)
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SAN
"I like you."
Those words replayed fresh in his mind over and over and over again. None of what had left Wooyoung's mouth felt real. For a while he convinced himself he was being delusional. But every time it replayed fresh in his mind, it became more and more vivid to him. And it wasn't just Wooyoung's confession that was currently preventing him from falling asleep. It was everything else that had happened.
Wooyoung passing out in the dance studio, the lightness of his body that was a bit too worrying, the discovery of his eating disorder. All of it. But most importantly, he couldn't get the pain in Wooyoung's eyes out of his head. They looked much more different than the emotions he'd seen in the boy's eyes a couple years back. Back then, he was just soulless. Now, it was obvious that he was begging for help at this point. Every time San glanced into the younger's eyes, the only words they managed to convey were pleas for help. Pleas to be recused from that hole he's trapped in. It didn't take a genius to know that Wooyoung was anything but happy.
San groaned for the nth time as he turned to the side in an attempt to find a more comfortable position. He really couldn't fall asleep. After a solid hours of blinking and staring into the darkness, he picked up his phone and called Yeseul. She picked up after a couple rings and for some reason, San felt like she wasn't too eager.
"Hi.", Yeseul almost whispered from the other line.
"Hey... Is everything okay? You sound off."
"Off? How so?"
"Usually you're like- more vibrant and stuff. It just sounds like you're seriously in a pissy mood."
She let out a forced, dry chuckle, "No, I'm alright. Just a bit tired. I know it's been two days since Hyunjin's birthday and that should have been enough rest time but you know me."
"..Right. Well, how was it for your first party with the seniors?"
"It was really fun. Your friends are all really nice, I genuinely had a great time. But then Wooyoung left and you went after him and what not so the mood kinda died down after that."
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Orphic || Woosan
FanfictionWooyoung, a 17 year old, has a lot on his plate and struggles to deal with to fathom the complicated idea of falling in love. San seems to have everything under control. He has a loving family, good friends and is happy with life. Except for the fa...