Big Time Hangout

Part 6

I could hear Logan's heart starting to beat faster, "Yeah well you know we weren't going to just let her go without saying something. We don't live our lives with regrets and you're not innocent in all of this."

I could tell by his tone and his heartbeat that he was angry.

Carlos said, "Well I didn't try to jump her the first chance I got either."

I had to stop this but didn't want them to know I was not really asleep. I started to moan like I was waking up to make it look real.

The minute I made a sound Logan said, "Shhh. You're going to wake her up." and I felt a hand on my arm and one on each of my legs, but nobody said a word. I decide it was not time for me to 'wake up' and laid there quiet and still.

I felt the cold rag move from my head and a hand on my cheek again, "She is cooling off." James said.

"Should we try to move her?" Logan asked.

Kendall said, "As much as it breaks my heart to see her in your arms my vote is to let her stay. If we try to move her she might wake up."

I could feel myself drifting back to sleep and heard Carlos, James and Logan agree with Kendall.

I woke up with Logan's arms still around me. I slowly started to move so that I didn't wake him up and then remembered how hard he slept so I just moved his arm. I heard James, "How were you feeling?" He asked.

I looked up and realized I was in James' arms not Logan's. I had to laugh, "How did that happen?" I asked. "The last thing I remember is Logan holding me."

He smiled down at me, "Well Logan fell asleep, and I was just sitting here watching you..." He hesitated, "I mean watching the TV and Logan rolled away from you. I guess you started having another nightmare because you were saying something, and I leaned over to try to wake you up and you grabbed me."

I smiled at him, "You were watching TV?"

He laughed almost embarrassed, "Yeah. That's what I said right?"

I laughed back, "That isn't what you started to say. Have you been up all night?" I asked.

He looked at the other guys, "Well yeah. I just couldn't sleep so I just sat here and watched..." He hesitated before saying, "The TV."

I looked into his eyes and for the first time I realized how absolutely gorgeous he was. I snapped back to reality when he said, "Are you okay?"

I shook it off, "Yeah sorry was just trying to remember what I was dreaming about." I said being thankful he couldn't read my thoughts.

I started to get up off the couch and felt lightheaded and almost fell. James caught me sitting me back on the couch, "Where were you going?" He asked and put his hand up to my head. "We should really see about getting that cleaned up."

I noticed he had blood on his shirt, "I'm so sorry. Your shirt is ruined."

He took my hand, "Don't worry about my shirt. I can get it out, but we need to go see about your head." and he pulled me up trying to steady me, so I didn't fall.

We went in the bathroom, and he slowly took the bandage off my head. I could feel it pulling skin with it and I flinched. I was waiting for him to blow on it but then realized this wasn't Kendall. He said, "I'm sorry but we are almost done."

He gently wiped the wound and could tell I was in pain. He stopped and took my hand in his other hand looking at me, "I want you to do something for me." He said.

I look at him, "What is that?" I asked.

He didn't take his gaze off of me, "I want you to look right in my eyes and tell me what you want in a guy."