Big Time Hangout

Part 9

He leaned over and put his lips to mine. He lightly kissed me on the lips, and I didn't realize what I was doing when I put my arm around his neck and pulled him closer deepening the kiss.

I realized what I was doing and quickly pulled away from him. "I'm sorry." I said and quickly turned back to the window.

He put his hands on my cheeks and turned me to face him, "Don't be sorry. I didn't mean for THAT to happen." he chuckled.

I looked at him, "But you kissed me."

He smiled, "I was just going to put my lips to yours and give you a peck on the lips so you could feel the way I feel. See that I was never lying to you and that I do care about you. I was never feeding you lines."

I looked at him and felt my face burning as I was turning red with embarrassment. I just wanted to crawl into a hole and hide.

He leaned over and whispered in my ear, "You couldn't deny the fact that you feel something for me, and you can't deny that I feel something for you."

I started, "I...I...I don't know what I feel. I still say I won't date any of you."

He laughed, "Well you can say it all you want but I think we both know better."

I looked to the back of the bus and realized they were busy with Katie and hadn't seen any of that and breathed a sigh of relief. "Kendall I just need a few minutes."

He didn't move, "I'm not going anywhere until you tell me you aren't upset with us anymore."

I forced a smiled, "I'm not. Just give me a little space please." and he got up and joined the others.

I sat there lost in my thoughts; I can't believe I did that. What was I thinking? I mean I do care about them but not in that way. I hesitated and thought, Or do I? Is Kendall right? Do I have feelings for him? I laughed to myself, It's impossible. I don't even know him and I'm still not sure I believe they were being sincere and not running lines on me. Oh (yn) what are you going to do? I asked myself.

I felt a hand on my leg and turned to see Kendall, "I told you to give me a few minutes." I snapped.

He smiled, "We are here." and he nodded out the window.

I had been so lost in my thoughts I hadn't even realized the bus had stopped. We were in front of a very fancy hotel, so I got up and grabbed mine and Katie's stuff.

Kendall put his hand on my arm, "Just leave it here until we check in and they will bring it up." he said.

I did as I was told and without a word I followed the guys in and to the front desk.

Kendall got everybody checked in and handed me a key. "You and Katie have your own suite. It's between James and my suite so that we can keep our promise of keeping an eye on you. The doors between the suites lock though so you will have your privacy." and we went in the elevator to go up.

We were standing there almost in dead silence and Logan leaned over, "It looks like I get the first date tonight. Is that okay?"

I rolled my eyes without even looking at him, "I guess I don't have a choice do I?" and nobody said anything else.

They escorted Katie and I to our suite and as I opened the door I turned to them, "I think we can get it from here." and they took their cue to excused themselves.

We walked in and Katie went crazy. It was really a beautiful room, but I was still a little irritated, so I simply plopped down on the bed.

Katie ran over opening the door to Kendall's room and hollered "I see you." laughing and closing the door then doing the same to James' room.