I feel like there could be a part two to this, but I don't know if you guys like it.
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"Go the fuck away!" I yelled at Anakin who was constantly trying to annoy me. "You're just so fucking annoying and I'm just trying to talk to you!" He yelled back anger taking over him. He started to walk towards me, and I backed up into the wall behind me. I could see the anger boil in him, and he grabbed my arm aggressively and shook me. "You want me to leave?! I'll fucking leave!" He yelled causing me to start crying, the pain of him holding me so tight didn't help. "Please leave" I cried and he immediately let go of me, I collapsed on the floor and he kneeled beside me. "I.. I'm sorry" he apologised, with guilt in his voice. He gently stroke my arm where he held me, but I pushed him away. "Just leave!" I screamed and he flinched back, I buried my face in my hands and started to sob. He didn't say anything but left.
A few days later he came to apologise, and I forgave him.
"Look that's not fair" he said frustrated, and I laughed my ass off. I feel to the floor in laughter and curled up into a little ball. "You're a crazy person" he said and crossed his arms, but a small smile formed on the side of his lips. I stopped laughing but a wide smile was still placed on my lips. I looked up at him and saw the small smile he had on his lips, and my heart melted. "You think it's funny too" I teased him and he rolled his eyes. "No you're just cute" he teased back and I blushed bright red. "Stop" I mumbled and hid my face in my hands.
"It's was fun talking to you" I smiled at the guy who had approached me while I was getting some fresh air. "Yeah you're really fun and let's not forget, very beautiful" he said and we continued walking through the streets, I blushed a slight pink and he noticed me getting flustered. "Do you have a boyfriend?" He asked and I turned to look at him but Anakin stood a few miles away with another girl. We made eye contact and my heart felt heavy, I quickly took my eyes off him and looked at the guy again, who was clearly confused. "What?" He asked with a smile on his lips, and I returned the smile, but it was 90% fake because the 10% I needed right now was Anakin's smile. "Nothing just saw something out of my eye corner" I chuckled and took his arm so we could continue walking. I needed Anakin out of my mind, but he was haunting it like a ghost.
~Anakin's pov~
"So do you have a girlfriend?" The girl I just met asked me, and immediately y/n came to my mind, but we weren't together and I knew she was seeing someone else. "Nope I'm all free!" I chuckled and brushed a hair strand out of her face, she looked so much like y/n. Suddenly out of my eye corner I saw y/n, my heart stopped for a second when we made eye contact. She was talking to that guy she told me about, and my heart felt heavy. She quickly looked away and I sighted under my breath, but looked at the girl again who looked concerned. "You okay?" She asked and took my hand in hers. "Yeah just saw something out of my eye corner" I smiled.
~Y/ns pov~
"I felt horrible, because Milas had asked me to be his girlfriend, and I told him that I'd love to. My heart was hurting and all I did the rest of the day was lay in bed and cry. Mainly because he should have been Anakin. And it felt so wrong to think about someone else, when I just took in a relationship. I decided to get out of bed and train with obi wan to get my mind of things. As I was walking in the hallway I saw Anakin standing in front of obi wan. They were talking and I froze when Anakin turned to look at me. Anger was written all over his face, and I knew he had found out about Milas. But he had no reason to be mad, he was with that other girl. Obi wan gave me a soft smile but it also looked like an apology smile. I started to get worried and I didn't know what to do or think. Anakin got closer to me and stopped in front of me. "I hear you've got a boyfriend" he said frustrated, and I started to fidget with my rings, as I looked at my feet. "Look at me and answer my goddamn question!" He yelled causing me to flinch, "what do you think?!" I replied starting to get annoyed. "I bet he's kind, and handsome" he whispered, and it felt like he stabbed me in the heart. I felt tears start to rise in my eyes, but I quickly stopped them from exiting my eyes. "You can't be mad ani, you've got a girlfriend" I murmured and his face expression got softer. "Yeah and she's fucking amazing" he chuckled and I felt a tear escape my eye. "Oh you're crying now? You must go find your amazing boyfriend then" he said coldly and left me behind to cry.
"Look.." I mumbled, I had decided that I couldn't stand the guilt anymore, and I needed to end things between Milas and I. It was almost like he knew what I was about to do, because he crossed his arms and sighted "it's that other guy, isn't it?" He asked pain filled in his voice, and my head shot to when I heard him talk about Anakin. "What..?" I said and took his hand in mine, but he pushed it away. "I've seen you. I've heard you, I've felt you." He said "you love him y/n, and as much as you don't want to admit, and as much as I love you and want to show you it. You'll always love him." He continued and warm tears feel from my eyes, onto my cheeks. I didn't have any words and I knew whatever I'd say would be wrong. So I just nodded. "Well then y/n, I'm letting you go now, and if you ever regret your decision, I'm always here for you, I'll be waiting" he murmured and I couldn't help myself but hug him tightly. He immediately fell into the hug and ran his hands through my hair. "It's okay" he whispered and kissed the top of my head. "But now I have to leave" he said and pulled away from me, and gave me a quick Look before nodding and left.
I felt sick when I walked back to my room, almost as if I wasn't real.i hated everything and everyone in that moment, like I wanted my rip my soul out of my body. "Hey you good?!" I heard a familiar voice say and I ignored the question, being too lost in my own world. "Hey!" The familiar voice said again but this time the person grabbed my arm. It was Anakin. "Look I don't want to listen to you hurt my feelings right now, so please leave me alone." I said weakly, and felt my body go numb, soon after everything went black and I collapsed into Anakin's arms.
"Is she okay?" "Yeah she'll be fine" I heard voices say, and I grunted as a sharp light hit my face. "Y/n" the voice said and I immediately knew it was Anakin's voice. I sighted and closed my eyes again, but he took my hand in his and gently stroke it. "It's okay, I'm not going to hurt you" he whispered with guilt in his voice. "Mm" was the only thing I could say and he let out a soft chuckle. "You know, I'm really sorry for everything I've said and done" he apologised, and I was so vulnerable in that moment that I felt almost sorry for him. I opened my eyes and saw him looking at me. "I promise to never leave you again, and I promise to never say or do anything to you again" he continued and he gently stroke my hair strand out of my face. I forced a small smile on my face, and he saw the force in it. But he smiled back. "It's okay Ani" I murmured not having much strength in my voice, but I said it loud enough for him to hear. "Thank you." He thanked me and placed a soft kiss on my forehead. It felt nice, it felt right.
