I literally can't deal with anything right now at the moment, my feelings are overwhelming so I thought I'd write a little about it.
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Every now and then y/n felt a wave of emptiness wash over her, she was used to dealing with it and with Hayden by her side at all times made it a lot easier to escape the pain. Y/n grew up with a traumatising childhood which lead to her coming and going feelings of emptiness and overwhelming emotions. Hayden knew about her long and difficult past, and he always made sure that she knew she was safe with him and he'd protect her from the world and her own feelings. One night her emotions got out of hand and she ended up quietly sobbing in Hayden's strong warm arms. He didn't mind though, he ran his soft gentle hands through her hair and made sure she felt safe and comfortable. Y/n had a hard time forming words and Hayden didn't force her to speak, he actually told her to just relax and focus on his touch. The touch made her emptiness feel full, and her overwhelming emotions calm down into a peaceful comforting emotion. His soft gentle hands running through her hair made her tense body relax and she had no care in the world at that moment, the only thing she worried about was when he needed to let go. Her head was resting on his chest her sobs no longer there, just a bit of sniffing and sighes coming from her. He held her closely to him not planning on letting her go, his heart ached knowing this episode was bad, and he felt protective and concerned for her, so he did everything he could to make her feel better. And she did indeed. She felt safer than ever, in his warm loving arms, she knew no bad would happen.
