Am I the only one who feels hopeless right now?
Or is it just the winter depression.
Anyways, I got this idea of C.ai. Last week I read 67 hours on c.ai so I picked up a few ideas I could bring here. But I'm kind of busy with school right now, so I may be a little inactive. But I'm trying my best. (We are currently learning Danish,English,German,Swedish and Norwegian. I swear I'm going crazy.
Anyways I love you guys and truly wish you the best morning, noon, afternoon or night. <3
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Anakin and I were watching our two year old twins Luke and Leia play with whatever toys they could find in their giant toy box. Anakin was sitting against the wall with me between his legs. He was slowly running his hands through my soft hair like he usually did when he got the opportunity. We just sat there silently watching the children play, and throw the toys around. We both knew that whatever they messed up we had to fix, so we tried to teach them to stop throwing things around, but they couldn't care less. Suddenly Luke snatched the toy Leia was playing with, out of her hands causing her to get furious. "Fuck!" She yelled but quickly covered her mouth and turned to look at Anakin and I with guilt writing all over her face. "I'm sorry" she quickly said with a sad expression and I moved out of Anakin's arms to comfort Leia. "It's okay baby, don't feel guilty, just don't say those words they're bad." I said with a comforting and soft voice to calm her down, she instantly hugged me tightly and buried her face in the crook of my neck. I ran my hand up and down her back, while the other was running through her long brown hair. "It's okay baby". I whispered and she nodded softly before letting go of me. She gave me a small smile before returning to play with her toys. When I saw that she felt better and was comfortable enough to continue her playing I turned to look at Anakin. "Hey it's not my fault!" He defended himself but when he saw my glare the innocence faded. "Okay maybe I accidentally cursed in front of her, but I didn't think she'd pick it up!" He quickly said and gave me a soft smile to try to calm me down. "Don't curse around them Anakin" I said surprisingly calm and even he picked up on my calmness, and I could basically see the relief in his eyes. "I'm sorry, I'll be more careful. But I swear I didn't want her to start saying it" he said quietly and I chuckled softly and shook my head. A small grin was placed on his face and he quickly pulled me into his arms. "I'm sorry doll" he whispered and kissed my forehead. "It's okay" I whispered back and placed a small soft kiss to his lips.
