Im sorry~Sam Monroe

252 2 0
                                    

This is a character Hayden played btw. And disclaimer, I didn't watch the movie so if I'm off about something I'm so sorry!
———-
Being a girl means coming with a whole lot of different personalities and wired cravings, when you're on your period. I kinda wish I got a disclaimer or an info list about what I should have expected to come, but no.
I was walking out of the school halls getting ready to leave. I was completely lost in my own thoughts and the overwhelming emotions I felt at the moment, that I didn't hear someone call out for me. Until they gently but firmly grabbed my arm, I instantly snapped out of my thoughts when I saw that the person in front of me, Sam.

Sam and I had been friends ever since we started school in our early teens. It was a small interaction that made us curious about each other, and we build a bond that no one could break We shared a lot of common feelings and experiences, that's also some of the things that brought us together. Ever since then we've sticked by each others sides, and even heard rumours that we dated, but they vanished quickly when they saw me start to date the popular athletic guy that every girl in school was obsessed with. As the relationship grew and got more serious, Sam and I drifted apart. Not only because I now was in a relationship but we had different plans and interests for our own lives and our careers. We still kept in touch every now and then, and if we needed one another we were there instantly.

"Sam" I mumbled quietly when I locked eyes with him. "Y/n I need to talk to you. Right now." His voice was firm and cold, and it sent a nervous shiver down my whole body. The seriousness in his voice made me scared and I knew I needed to listen to him and ignore the cramps in my lower stomach. "What's wrong?" I asked my nervous voice and expression making Sam's features soften, with almost guilt and concern. "Look I need to show you something, but not here." He said quietly and grabbed my hand not letting me say a word or discuss anything, before he pulled me into an empty classroom. When he closed the door behind himself and we were left alone, just the two of us he sighed and looked down at the floor as he bit his lip softly, almost like he was holding back tears or thinking about whatever he was about to say. "You're scaring me Sam.." I said my voice cracked in the end of the sentence, and his eyes were quickly on me when he heard the crack. He slowly started to walk towards me with his phone in his hand. I got a small glimpse of what he was about to show me, but I still couldn't seem to get why this was so important. When he was only a few inches away from me, and our knees touched each other, he let out a shaky breath. I felt my body tense up and my heart started to beat faster when I realised that this was serious and he wasn't playing. "Look, when I show you this I want you to tell me exactly what you feel, and I need you to know that I'm here for you.." he said quietly, his voice filled with sadness and guilt, and maybe even a hint of anger, he then placed his phone on my lap signalling me to look at it. I was hesitant at first but I picked up his phone from my lap, with shaky hands. When I saw the picture my whole body felt numb, my brain completely stopped working and my heart shattered.

"Y/n look at me.. I'm so sorry.." he grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him, his face was soft and filled with sadness. When he saw the tears that were starting to show in my eyes he quickly pulled me into his arms, and hugged me tightly. Sobs escaped my mouth and shaky sounds left my lips. His heart ached and all he wanted to do was hold me and show me that he it all was going to be okay. But right now he let me sob quietly in his arms.

The image of my boyfriend and another girl making out was tatted in my brain, and I couldn't push it away. My mind was filled with questions and feelings that I couldn't explain, but I felt a small sense of relief rush through my body knowing that Sam was here, and he wasn't going to leave. I buried my face in his chest and my sobs slowed down. His strong arms never left my body, and he held me tightly. "It's going to be okay.. I'm here..." he whispered and gently ran his big hands through my hair, sending a shiver of relief down my spine. We sat there for a good ten minutes before I slowly started to speak. "W-why.." I stuttered and I felt like I was about to cry and completely collapse, but my body was tense and my tears were all used up. He sighed and pulled back a little to bring my attention to him. "I don't know. But what I do know is that you didn't deserve that.. it's not your fault..." he quietly said and I nodded slightly, taking in his words as I tried to believe it. But I couldn't help but blame myself a little bit. Am I not pretty enough, am I not fun enough, am I not perfect? I questioned myself, and Sam seemed to notice my intense, frozen and zoned out body, he pulled me into a gentle hug again and placed a soft small and caring kiss on my forehead. "It's okay.. I'm here... I'm not going anywhere" he repeated himself and continued to hold me tightly.

Hayden Christensen/Anakin Skywalker imagines Where stories live. Discover now