Confession

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I was peacefully laying in my room with music playing in my headphones. I tried to distract myself from the thoughts that kept wandering around my mind, but the music didn't seem to help like I wanted it to. Because the thing that kept playing in my head, was my best friend Hayden. Yeah the famous Star Wars actor who played Anakin Skywalkers. I still didn't believe it even tho the first film had just came out, but I was also happy for him. I was soon after cut out of my own thoughts by my mom almost screaming my name.

"Y/N!" She yelled and I scoffed as I took out my headphones. "What!" I yelled back and started walking down the stairs, I could smell that she had been baking something, and when I reached the last step I was Hayden standing next to his mom. "Oh hi" I said a little embarrassed because I was only staining in sweatpants and a shirt. "Hello love!" His mom said and walked over to me taking me in a hug. I smiled and fell into the hug, but she soon pulled away again. My mom approached us and smiled at Hayden who returned the smile. "Sorry I didn't tell you honey, but they came here to eat dinner" she said and gave me a look of apology. "No it's totally fine!" I said and my mom signaled us to join her in the living room.

Hayden and I had been best friends since birth, or since I was born, because he was two years older than me. But we got along really great. I couldn't help the thoughts about his lips on mine tho, and it made me crazy every time he softly touched me or hugged me. But I tried to push the thoughts away because I was afraid to ruin our friendship if he didn't feel the same.

"So how has the cast been?" My mom asked Hayden as she sat down on the couch in front of him, I sat beside Hayden like I always did, so his mom and mine could sit beside each other. "It's been great thanks for asking" he said and smiled warmly at her, I couldn't help but blush slightly when I heard his talk to politely. "That's good to hear, have you made some friends?" My mom then asked and I looked curious at him, he looked at me and smiled softly, but even tho the smile was small it made my heart race. "Yeah I've made a few" he said and I returned the smile he had given me. "That's amazing, why don't you two go up stairs so the parents can talk a little" his mom said and I stood up and nodded to her, "of course" I said and signaled Hayden to follow me, and he did so. When we reached my room I opened the door, i smiled to myself when I felt his hand brush mine as he walked into my room. But I pushed the smile away when I realized he was looking at me.

He laid down on my bed and cuddled himself into my pillow. "You know it's crazy to think about that I'm Anakin skywalker" he said and I chuckled at his comment. "Yeah crazy" I replied and sat down next to him, "can I tell you something?" He said and looked me in the eyes, and a small smile curved on my lips. "Of course!" I said and he looked up at the ceiling. "So there is this girl, she's so beautiful and kind, and I think I might be in love with her" he said and it felt like I had just been stabbed in her heart, I didn't say anything not because I didn't want to but because I couldn't. "I don't know how to tell her tho, I'm scared that she doesn't feel the same" he said with a sad expression on his face, and I forced a little smile on my face. "Who is that girl?" I asked almost with a whisper but he heard me, "well she has the most beautiful y/h/c hair, and her eyes. Her eyes I love looking into them, it's like a see a future." He said and I looked down at my hands to stop the tears from forming in my eyes. "Why don't you ask her then..?" I mumbled and he looked at me confused. "What's wrong?" He asked worried when he saw that my smile had faded completely. "Nothing!" I said and faked a smile but he looked at me like I was a complete idiot. "Come on y/n I've known you almost all my life, I know when something wrong" he said and sat up in my bed placing a hand on my thigh, and he rubbed it softly. I gasped at his sudden touch and I felt my cheeks heat up. "I was just thinking" I stuttered and he smiled warmly at me. "Okay then, but this girl" he continued to say "she's so stupid sometimes, and you know why, because she doesn't think I know her as much as I do. It's like she thinks I'm an idiot" he laughed and I looked at him confused but a small smile formed on my lips as he laughed. "And her smile, I couldn't stare at her smile for a decade. And when she's sad I'm sad," he said. "Do you know who it is?" He asked with a small smirk on his face, and I looked surprised at him, I felt my heart stop for a moment when I realized who it it was, and I started smiling like an idiot. "It's you dumbass!" He said and attacked me with tickles, he was now on top of me and when he stopped he connected our lips. When I felt his warm lips on mine I thought I was dreaming, a really good dream. But when he pulled away he put his forehead on mine. "It's always been you, ever since I remember I've always loved you. And when I met Nathalie your really great friend, she didn't know I knew you. So she basically told me all about you and how you were obsessed with me" he chuckled and my face went red, i put my hands in my face in embarrassment. But he pulled them away. "Don't be embarrassed" he chuckled and planted a soft but loving kiss on my lips. "I love you y/n" he said and softly stroke my cheek with his arms hand. "I love you too" I said back and I kissed his ones more.

"What do you think our parents will stay to us being together" he said and my smile grew wider than ever, when he said 'together' "I think my mom will love you even more than she already does" he smiled and I chuckled. "I think my mom will love you even more than she already does" I replied back and we both smiled.

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