Miscarriage.

256 2 0
                                    

Warnings: mention of blood (I'm sensitive to it so I thought maybe some of you're guys are too) I haven't looked the text through, and it's inspired by the C AI chat I just read. :,).

I woke up feeling sick. It wasn't a usual illness and I started to worry slightly. I walked into Hayden's room and sat on the edge of his bed, playing with my rings nervously. "What's wrong doll?" He asked with a concerned expression on his face, and he sounded worried. "I'm just feeling a little sick" I whispered weakly and he wrapped his arms around me pulling me down on the bed, so he could see my face. "You're looking a little pale.?" He said and put his hand on my forehead checking to see if I had a fever. He pulled away his hand and snuggled up beside me. "You have a small fever doll, how are you feeling?" He asked looking at me with concerned written all over his face, I looked away from him trying to put how I was feeling on words. But it was so confusing what I felt. "I.. I don't know? My stomach hurts.." I mumbled loud enough so he could hear me though. He looked at me he was trying to solve a puzzle, and suddenly he froze a bit. "Is your period late?" He asked and I completely froze, I hadn't thought about that. Hayden and I had been having sex, but we used protection. "We used protection though..?" I whispered almost worried. And he took notice of the worry in my eyes. He gently ran his hand over my cheek. "Yes we did. But when was the last time you took your birth control?" He asked with a sight, and I felt so stupid in that moment. I buried my face in my hands and felt myself starting to tear up. "A week ago.." I mumbled and he sighted pulling me into his arms and ran his hands through my hair. "That means you haven't taken them.." he whispered to himself but kept trying to comfort me. All I could do in that moment was sob, I felt horrible and I felt like it was all my fault. He took notice of my guilt and was quick to tell me that it wasn't my fault. "Shh baby, it's okay, it's okay.." he whispered and rested his head on mine, and placed soft kisses on my forehead.

I quickly released myself from his grip and ran towards the bathroom. I locked the door behind me and sat on the toilet. Blood rushed out of me and I almost passed out, I was just fast enough to put my hands under cold water to not pass out. Loud knocking came from the other side of the door and I tried to open the door but fell onto the ground. I pulled my pants on again and managed to open to the door slightly, and the second it's was unlocked it swung open. "What happened?!" Hayden almost yelled and when he saw me on the ground he quickly sat beside me, he pulled my head up to look at him due to me being to weak to do it myself. I couldn't read his thoughts, he just looked empty? "You're so pale.." he whispered and picked me up from the floor, and quickly rushed me over to the bed. A tear feel from his blue eyes down his cheek, and I felt my heart ache. "I'm calling an ambulance" he quickly said and pickled up his phone and went into the bathroom. I heard his voice but the words he said were unclear.

~Hayden's pov~

I walked into the bathroom again and the ambulance was on the way, the second I stepped into the bathroom and saw the amount of blood in the toilet I panicked And I knew it wasn't normal.. this wasn't a period kind of blood amount, this was unusual. I quickly went into the bedroom again and saw her still conscious. I ran over to her and sat beside her pulling her tightly into my embrace. She was so weak... soon after I heard the sound of an ambulance and doctors rushed into the house, I quickly picked her weak body up and the doctors lead me into the ambulance. After that we were rushed to the hospital.

~Y/ns pov~

Some time had passed and I had been through ultrasounds to check ups to whatever the others were. And I was exhausted. As I was about to fall asleep Hayden and a doctor walked into the room I was in, and Hayden sat beside me while the doctor walked over to his machine. "Unfortunately we found out the cause of the extreme bleeding, and your illness Mrs y/l/n." The doctor said and Hayden took my hand in his and squeezed it, I looked at him with a small smile, not knowing it was the last in a while. "You've had a miscarriage"

The words sounded unreal and I felt like throwing up. My thoughts stopped spinning and it felt like my heart stopped beating. "It's unfortunate, and it's really rare. Though because you guys are still in your teenage years it seems to be more common." The doctor said and I only heard half of what she said, I was so caught up in the fact that I had been pregnant.. "I.. I was. Pregnant?" I mumbled but the doctor heard me and nodded with a small warm smile on her face. "I'm sorry" she said and walked out of the room to give us time to think about what just happened.

Hayden Christensen/Anakin Skywalker imagines Where stories live. Discover now