Shadow (Austin Mahone)

Chapter 71

Word Count: 2514

I just couldn't wait to upload this chapter.

I'm so excited for this, it's got me so emotional.

Tbh, I'm updating on my iPad so I'm sorry for mistakes and weird spacing. But there's emojis 😃😃😃😃

Can I get a whoop whoop for a long ass chapter please? *Whoop Whoops 'cause no one else will*

Btw, I added an outfit on my polyvore for Noah and Austin.

Enjoy!!

|Noah Bradley|

I wake up the next morning, and check my phone seeing a text message from Austin that was sent at 1:45 in the morning. I sigh, contemplating on wether I should open it. I don't think I should but I do anyways, seeing he sent me a very long paragraph.

From: Tater Tot💕💏💑❤️

I know you're probably asleep, and I'm sorry for continuing to bother you when you're obviously annoyed with me but I can't help myself. I'm sorry Noah for everything that happened in the past between us, but I'm mostly sorry for letting you go and not telling you how I truly feel about you. Everyday for the past four fucking years I've thought about you, there has never been a day when something hasn't reminded me of you, it was torture. Words can't describe how much I hate the fact that I let you go, and that this may never be fixed, but Noah, I'd spend everyday for the rest of my life making up for all the times that I've hurt you. I'm going to tell you the truth, I want you to know that I think you are perfect in more ways than one, and listing them all will take me an eternity, I want you to know that you are my world and I know that seems stupid because we are just friends, if you would consider me a friend. I'd rather spend a minute with you than two with any other girl, because just being able to see your face is enough for me. From the bottom of my heart I'm sorry. I hope this made you smile, and brightened your day, Goodmorning Beautiful❤️

I re read the message for what feels like a thousand times, and all I can do is cry, and think of how much if a bitch I've been to him. I have no idea how to respond, and I feel awful about it. He just poured his heart out to me, and I have nothing to say I'm return. But nonetheless I muster up a message to send back.

To: Tater Tot💕💏💑❤️

Goodmorning, I'm not 100% sure how to respond, because I'm utterly speechless.

From: Tater Tot💕💏💑❤️

The things I truly want to say, I can't say over text, I'd much rather say them to your face

To: Tater Tot 💕💏 💑❤️

Okay, meet me at the café near the mall. I'll be there in 10

I lock my phone and toss it next to me, throwing on an outfit, and somehow curling my hair perfectly, in two minutes. I walk down the steps, seeing Sarah sitting on the couch with Ethan and Blake.

"Wow, you look nice. Where ya going?" Sarah asks.

"I'm meeting someone, I'll be back soon"

I walk out of my house, and get into my car driving to the café, my heart pounding in my chest as I open the door, and sit at an empty booth. The bell to the door jingles, and I look up, my body freezing as I see him walk in. I give him the best smile my body can handle, and he returns it, walking over to me. I stand up from the booth as he gets closer, his arms wrapping around my shoulders in a hug so quick I didn't have time to respond. He takes a seat across from me, my palms beginning to feel sweaty, as an awkward silence falls between us.