Shadow (Austin Mahone)

Chapter 56

Word Count: 929

Hi Babies!!

So I'm finally updating!

This are getting better but worse at the same time and I can't even explain it, like things are getting better because people are doing peaceful protests but it's still worse because more people are dying like just yesterday 18 people were killed. But anyways I think it's selfish of me to keep you guys waiting for something that's happening where I am.

Keep asking me questions because I'll be posting answers later this week.

I hope you guys like this chapter, I'm sorry it's short, but the next one will be better, I promise.

Enjoy!!

|Austin Mahone|

I roll onto my side, my arm reaching for Noah, but the only thing it falls on are the bed sheets. My eyes flutter open to an empty bed and I sit up rubbing my eyes. Throwing the covers off my body I walk to the kitchen, knowing that's probably where she is. When I reach the doorway, I stop when I hear her voice.

"TJ, I love you too" She says and a frown overtakes my face.

Are you fucking kidding me?

I peak through the door way seeing him grin while leaning down to kiss her, I look away, my eyes beginning to water and I feel like I'm about to vomit.

I can't believe this.

"I'm going to go and try to get back to sleep" Noah mumbles.

"Oh uh okay, well goodnight" The dumbass says "I love you" He whispers to her and my jaw clenches.

"Love you too" She says and her footsteps get louder as she approaches the door way.

I run back up the steps before she sees me and walk to my room, laying down in my bed. I hear the steps creak as she passes my room. I sigh and close my eyes falling asleep.

***

My eyes flutter open and the clock on the table says it's a little after six. I sigh and get out of bed and walk into my mom's room and laying in bed next to her.

"Austin, sweetie what are you doing?"

"I can't sleep" I pout.

"Why not?" She asks.

"Too much on my mind" I sigh.

"What happened?"

"Noah" I answer sharply "Again"

"What's going on with you two now?"

"I thought this trip would be fun, you know? Like the two of us spending time together without her dumb ass boyfriend, but then he decides he's just going to show up unannounced and take her away from me, and this morning I couldn't find her because she told me to stay with her so I figured she'd be in the kitchen and she was, but not by herself and when I got there" I take in a shaky breath and my mom starts to rub my back "She was there with TJ and they were telling each other that they love each other, and mom I'm really scared that it's actually over between us"

"Well Austin, I know this is definitely not what you want to hear, but I think you could have prevented this. Instead of playing with Noah's feelings and treating her like she's your girlfriend, sleeping with another girl, then trying to treat Noah like she's your girlfriend again even though she has a boyfriend, Sweetie you did this to yourself, if you would have told the poor girl from the beginning that you wanted to be with her then you'd be the guy she loves, not him" [A/N Preach Mama Preach]

"I hate girls" I groan and she laughs.

"No  you don't. I won't let you, I want to be a grandmother some day and you're my only hope"

"Oh my god mom" I laugh hiding my face into the pillows.

"I'm just saying, now come on. If you can't sleep let's go get breakfast for everyone" She says getting out of bed and slipping on her flip flops "Where should we go?"

"Panera, Noah loves their bagels" I answer.

"Okay" She winks, and I cover my face with my hands.

"Leave me alone mom"

***

"That line was way too long for seven in the morning"

"I know" I laugh.

"Hey guys!" Zach, Robert and AC smile as they walk into the kitchen.

"Oohh bagels" Zach cheers taking a bagel out of the bag.

"Noah is still asleep and dickhead is in the shower" AC tells me and I shrug.

"I don-"

"Austin! Go get Noah"

"Fine" I sigh and walk up to her room, seeing her fast asleep, her fading blue green hair sprawled out on her pillow and in her face. I walk over to her, brushing her hair out of her face, but retract my hand quickly, refusing to be hung up on her when she loves TJ.

"Noah, wake up" I pull the blankets off her body.

"Fuck off" She mumbles.

"We bought bagels, from Panera"

"Panera?" She shoots out of bed, her face brightening "Yay!" She screams and runs down the steps and I follow behind her, keeping quite a lot of distance between us.

When I get down to the kitchen I see Noah already has her bagel and she's sitting in Sarah's lap as they scroll through Sarah's phone. I take a seat next to Rob, and roll my eyes when TJ walks in without a shirt on. I look up at Noah to see her looking at me instead, and I quickly look away.

I'm not going to let her win.

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Hi!

I'm sorry it's short.

I'll post soon.

I love you

Cailin<3