Shadow (Austin Mahone)

Chapter 76

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I'm going to a State Champs concert tomorrow and I'm in such State Champs feels like I've been listening to them since 2 am.

Is it bad that this story is the only one of mine that I have motivation to write anymore? Like I just deleted She Stayed and I haven't updated my imagines in weeks, its sad really.

But hey! That means more frequent updates for this story!! 

OMFG KENNY HOLLAND VMED ME!!! HE TOLD ME HE LOVES ME!!!

Enjoy!!

|Austin Mahone|

I drive away from the park, leaving Noah behind me, a deep pain settles in my chest at the thought of someone else's child growing inside of Noah. I wished it was all a joke, an April Fool's prank of some sort, but no. April Fool's day had passed, and there was no prank. I doubt I would have even been mad if she all of a sudden laughed, telling me how she got me and the baby was actually mine. 

But of course, nothing in my life seems to work out how I want it to. 

When I finally reach my house, I walk to the back and sit by the pool, just needing to be alone. I sigh loudly, running my fingers through my hair, laying back on the grass staring up at the sky. A stray tear rolls down my cheek, and I wipe it away, not wanting to cry over this. Even though it would be totally acceptable.

"Hey man, what'd she say?" Alex asks sitting next to me.

"I don't want to talk about it" My voice cracks.

"C'mon man, I'm your best friend, it seems to be making you mad so just tell me" He says and I sigh sitting up.

"She's pregnant"

"Woah man, that's gre-"

"It's not mine" I cut him off.

"What?"

"She was still with TJ, and they had sex and now she's pregnant with his baby" 

"What? She can't be" He chuckles "That can't happen, you tried way to hard for it all to be over" He shakes his head.

"Obviously I didn't try hard enough" I stand up, walking up to the house and walking to my room.

I need to be alone.

I lay down in my bed, and pull out my laptop and logging into my Skype, and start a call with my mother. 

"Hi Baby Boy" She smiles.

"Hi mom" I muster up my best smile, it not exactly convincing my mother.

"What's wrong Austin?" She frowns.

"Nothing is wrong mom" I force a chuckle.

"Okay" She says slowly, not believing me, but thankfully dropping the subject "I miss you" She smiles sadly.

"I miss you too mom" I smile "When are you going to come back to Miami?" 

"I get a week off in 4 weeks" My mom recently was moved back to Texas to the old building she worked in from when I was in high school and she rarely ever comes back anymore.

"You better come back and visit me" I laugh.

"I will, how are you and Noah?" She wiggles her eyebrows and my stomach drops.

"Uh, we're fine" I lie.

"No you're not tell me what happened" She demands.

"I hadn't been completely honest" I sigh "She happens to still be with TJ even when we were dating and I knew that but I just didn't want to let her go again and today she told me she was pregnant and I got really excited but then she told me it isn't mine and that her and TJ slept together and I broke up with her because I couldn't deal with that" 

"Why couldn't you deal with that Austin?"

"I just know that if her and I stayed together, I would never be able to look at the kid as mine, I wouldn't ever be able to accept the baby knowing it was his" 

"That's understandable actually, but you still need to be there for her if she needs it okay?" 

"Yeah okay" I smile, lying straight through my teeth. I wouldn't be able to handle it, I'd lose my shit and go fucking insane.

"Alright, I'll call you soon, Bye Austin" She smiles.

"Bye Mom" I smile and hang up the call laying back on my bed.

"Fuck, I'm so screwed"

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