Shadow (Austin Mahone)

Chapter 79

Word Count: My laptop stopped counting lol

It's like almost 1 a.m. and I can't sleep so I decided to update :)

Dedicated to @mahomie2174 and @dudeitzvictoria for the sweet comments on the last chapter <3

Sam Smith radio is on my pandora so if this shit is sappy blame him and his amazing songs :')

Tbh, this chapter is sad, and I cried a few times...

Enjoy!!

|Noah Bradley|

"I feel like I'm bringing him down you know? I get angry for no reason and take it out on him and I feel bad" I cry to Blake, his arm wrapped around my shoulder.

"It's not your fault, it's going to happen and if he's not okay with it, then he can leave" Blake shrugs.

"But I don't want that, I want her to have her dad"

"Don't stick with him for her sake, it has to be something you want too"

For the past month and a half, Austin hasn't answered any of my calls or texts and I'm starting to get worried it's because he doesn't want the baby anymore, I don't want him to leave me and my baby. I just wish he would answer me and tell me what the hell is going on.

"Have you thought of a name?" Blake asks.

"Yeah, Avalina. It is like related to some German word meaning Desired, and it's also related to a Latin word meaning Bird, and my dad used to call me Birdy, and you call her Bird already so it's cute. I kinda want her middle name to be a boyish name though, like how mine first name is" I shrug.

"What do you want her middle name to be?"

"Dylan, it was supposed to be a brother of mines name"

"What?" He looks at me confused.

"Yeah, they're was going to be another boy. We don't talk about it, you're the only other person that knows besides my family and Sarah, Andy was supposed to have a twin brother but his brother died but Andy didn't, neither of them were supposed to survive, that's why we cherish Andy so much, he wasn't supposed to be here, but I can't be happier that he is, he's the most amazing kid ever" I smile sadly.

"I think that's a perfect name" Blake whispers kissing my temple.

The door bursts open, a sweaty and flustered Austin falling in.

"What are you doing?" I ask him, my voice raised. Blake looks between the two of us, telling me he'll be in the other room and walks out.

"I'm so sorry I haven't answered my phone, I was in Texas, m-my mom sh-" He chokes, before he bursts into tears.

"Austin, what happened to your mom?" I ask worriedly, wrapping my arms around his shaking body.

"I don't know she got into a car accident driving to the airport to come out here, and I went to go see her and she won't wake up Noah!" His voice raises as he continues to talk, and I wipe his tears, kissing his forehead.

"Austin, it'll be alrigh-"

"No it won't!" He yells "What if she doesn't wake up! It's mine fault! I should've gone out there instead! I don't know what to do" He sobs into my chest, I help him stand up, and we walk over to my bed, and lay down, his head in the crook of my neck.

"It'll be okay" I coo, rubbing my hands through his hair, trying to calm him and his sobs.

"Noah, I'm so scared. I can't lose my mom" He cries, his hand resting on my stomach, rubbing circles on it, and smiling sadly when she kicks.