Is it Casual Now?

24

"So you both slept with Gracie?" Taylor asks sitting next to you on your bed

You've been in bed for the past two days. You had Dua blocked on everything but for some reason you still wanted her to find a way to contact you. But you knew that just meant the two of you haven't matured. She's leaving you alone right now just like you told her to. A part of you wants to run to her and tell her that maybe you're exaggerating a bit about the whole thing. But you can't erase the fact that she slept with Gracie not even a month after you told Dua it was over.

"Yea" you look down

"I know you're hurt but Dua is partially right, it was a long time ago" Taylor replies

"But a month hadn't even passed Taylor, doesn't that mean anything? It means she never cared" you argue

"You can't just say that Y/n, I know I never got along with Dua but from what I can see she seem in love with you and you're in love with her so are you really going to let some silly mistake from the past ruin that?" Taylor asked

Maybe you're insecure because it doesn't just feel like a "silly" mistake to you. To you Dua was your everything, you're aware you messed with Gracie as well but that's because you had lost hope in ever having anything to do with Dua again. It also was years after everything had ended and with Dua it was only one damn month. The thought of them sleeping together crushed you, sleeping with Gracie somehow having the both of you in common made you feel disgusted.

"I don't know" you reply

"Y/n you've been saying that for the past two days, if you're not going to "know" anytime soon then the least you can do is get up out of this bed and move on" Taylor says as she pulls your sheets away from you

You groan but get up.

"You told Camila about Gracie already right?" Taylor asks

You look down and shake your head.

"You need to tell her Y/n" Taylor demands

"Camila already hates me what if she hates me more after I tell her?" You reply

"Tell me what?" Camila says coming in the room with Gracie

You look at Taylor but Taylor looks the other way leaving you with nothing to try to cover this up with. Camilas smile she came in with begins to fade as she sees your face become flushed.

"Well what is it?" Camila ask

"Um" you stutter as you look at Gracie

"Why are you looking at her like that?" Camila asks letting go of Gracie's hand

"I'm not" you reply

"Then what are you going to tell me go on" Camila says

Is this really the best time? Gracie's here and what if she tries to twist the story? Your best friend is finally in a relationship and she's happy. But you know Taylor is going to constantly remind you of it. It's better to have it out than to keep it a secret. However it goes you know it'll be bad. You shouldn't feel bad for Gracie though not after everything she told you days ago.

"Gracie and I before you two got together, were sleeping together. That's all it was though right Gracie?" You confesss but Camila suddenly leaves the room

"What did you do!" Gracie screams as she runs after Camila

"That was actually a pretty bad way to tell her" Taylor shakes her head