Is it Casual Now?

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Dua's side:
"Dua is that you?" She hears a familiar voice and looks up.

Dua has been looking for you for almost 5 hours now, she knows it's crazy to be doing this because she doesn't have any information where you might even be. It started raining so she gave up a little and sat on the side walk. But she's so desperate for you, she'll look under the dirt for you she doesn't care. All she wants is to hold you close and never let you go again. She regrets everything in her life but you.

"Huh?" She replies

"It's Camila" the voice finally clicks into Dua's brain and she looks up

Dua and Camila lost contact for a little while after you left. Especially after Camila had admitted that she told you she loved you. This made Dua hate Camila a lot because she wanted to put the full blame onto her for you leaving but she knew it wasn't true. Dua knows that you're somehow traumatized because of her and she hated herself for it. Keeping things "casual" back then, now seems like the most cruel thing to do to someone but Dua didn't know any better. Well in reality she did but she was afraid.

"Wh- what are you doing here?" Dua manages to get out of her mouth

"Came house hunting with a friend, you should get up, you're soaked" Camila says sticking her hand out for Dua to cling onto and Dua takes it

"Now what are you doing here?" Camila asks

"Y/n she's here, Rina told me she saw her today, have you seen her?" Dua asks in the most desperate tone

"Oh shit well yea I saw her yesterday and I called her earlier today, I was going to let you know but I forgot" Camila says

How can someone just forget to tell her this? Like how could people keep this away from her knowing that she's been looking for you? Makes no bloody sense now does it? Rina didn't tell her all day and now Camila knew since yesterday but didn't think to call Dua right away? It doesn't make fuckin sense but okay, at least now she had something right?

"You have her number? Please Camila please give me her number" Dua pleads

"How about we go get you dried up and we can talk" she says totally ignoring her begging but what can Dua do?

"Alright" Dua agrees

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Camila took Dua to her hotel, someone else's stuff was on the other bed. Dua wanted to ask who she was staying with but it isn't any of her business. Some part of her had a little hope that Y/n is who she was staying with and that she was magically going to appear out of nowhere.

"Here dry up" Camila says giving Dua a towel and a change of clothes

"Thank you" Dua replies taking the clothes

"I'll make some tea, you can go in the restroom to get changed" Camila smiles

Dua removes her black hoodie and pajama pants off. She puts on Camilas sweatshirt and sweatpants on, they fit like a glove. She stares at herself in the mirror and realizes how much of a mess she is. Sometimes she wonders is she deserves to feel this way or maybe she doesn't and you leaving wasn't fair. She's not sure rather or not love is supposed to feel this way. She's never fallen in love with anyone else but you so she isn't sure rather it's okay to feel all this.

"Dua you okay in there?" Camila knocks, seems like Dua has been thinking for way too long

"Yea sorry I'm going" she replies

"Wow we're like the same size, you look good, here" Camila smiles handing her the tea

"So about y/n, she's not doing so good like mentally and well she asked me if I knew a therapist. Suki the friend I'm with is planning on moving her with her boyfriend and he knew of one so he got her an appointment for today" Camila says