Rowan
The morning sun spilled through the curtains, illuminating the room, but I found zero comfort in its warmth. I lay awake, staring at the ceiling, replaying the moment in the forest over and over again. The kiss—so unexpected—had rocked my world, and I was still reeling from it.
How did it happen? One moment we were exchanging barbs, and the next, his lips were on mine, igniting a fire within me that I had long thought extinguished. I hated that I enjoyed it. The feeling of his touch, the roughness of that kiss, stirred something deep inside me—a chaotic mix of desire and confusion that I didn’t know how to handle. I hated that I retaliated with just as much energy. I should have pushed him away but I didn't, I couldn't.
He was a specter in my life, a man who had haunted my thoughts since our first encounter. I should have been afraid of him, should have wanted nothing more than to distance myself from the insanity that he represented. Yet, here I was, consumed by a longing I couldn’t even explain.
My heart raced as I recalled the way his dark eyes had flickered with surprise when I told him that I didn't fear him, how his smirk had shifted to something more serious. I had felt vulnerable, exposed in a way I had never experienced before. And in that moment, the walls I had carefully constructed around my emotions began to crack.
What was happening to me? I clenched my fists, annoyance bubbling within.For years I had not felt passion or allowed my feelings to explore. And now this man was forcing them to the surface, challenging me to confront what I had buried so deeply. I didn't know what to do.
The more I thought about him, the more the anger bubbled up. How could he make me feel so alive and so mad at the same time? I hated him for the confusion he brought, for the way he slipped into my thoughts uninvited. But more than that, I hated how much I craved his presence, how I yearned to see him again despite knowing it was reckless.
I swung my legs over the side of the bed, grounding myself in the reality of my surroundings. I had responsibilities that demanded my attention. Yet the allure of the forest, of slipping away to try and find him, was almost too strong to resist.
I paced the room, wrestling with my thoughts. It felt like a battle between my heart and my mind. Every part of me screamed to forget about him, to push away the warmth of that kiss, but another part, a desperate, reckless part, yearned to chase the thrill he represented.
I stopped in front of the mirror, meeting my own gaze. Who was I becoming? I had always prided myself on my control. But this—this was different. This was uncharted territory, and it just about scared me.
Yet as I turned away from the mirror, the image of his smirk flashed in my mind, and I couldn’t shake the feeling that this encounter was only the beginning. I would have to confront those feelings sooner or later, but for the moment, I resolved to keep my distance. I could not let him unravel me, no matter how much I longed to see him again.
The days passed in a blur, each moment tinged with the memory of that kiss. I tried to immerse myself in my duties, attending to matters of the kingdom, engaging with advisors, and managing the endless stream of responsibilities that came with being a prince. But beneath the surface, my thoughts remained tangled in the encounter with this mysterious man whose name I was yet to know.
Every time I ventured outside, the shadows of the forest beckoned, reminding me of the thrill and chaos that lay within those trees. I found myself stealing glances through the trees, half-expecting to see him emerge from the shadows, that infuriating smirk playing on his lips. It drove me mad to think that I was so captivated by someone I was meant to despise.
One evening, while walking the castle grounds, I found myself tempted to enter the forest. The cool breeze whispered through the leaves, and the familiar melody of the flute floated on the air. It was both a siren call and a warning.
I hesitated, torn between the urge to retreat to the safety of the castle and the desire to uncover what lay in those shadows. And it was maddening.
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The Kasckacveq Chronicles: Crowns And Shadows
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