Back Together ~ pt 4

❤︎︎ Twenty-Six ❤︎︎

*Liliana's POV*

Mum finally beat cancer. I was honestly so proud of her... we could finally have our lives back. Well... she could. I was still getting bullied at school. I needed some time to myself. I climbed out of my bedroom window and went on the roof. I wanted a better look at the stars but then I slipped and fell. I'm honestly surprised I didn't get a concussion. I definitely broke my arm though. I heard dad basically fall down the stairs as he ran outside and saw me bruised and cut with me holding my arm.

"What happened, baby girl? What did you do??" He said as he picked me up off the floor and carried me inside

"I tried to get on the roof... I wanted to get a closer look at the stars... but I slipped and fell... I think I broke my arm... it really fucking hurts..."

"Oh, sweetheart..."

"It hurts so bad..."

"I know it does, baby girl. Just stay here" he said as he laid me down on the couch and got some ice for my arm and he cleaned up my cuts. "You know, I did something very similar when I was your age" he said

"Really? You fell off the roof?"

"Yep. I was in the back garden in my little shed type thing that had my race simulator in it. My parents forgot I was still in there and they locked the back door of the house so I climbed up on the roof because my bedroom window was open. But, I slipped and fell off the roof. I was fine to be honest. Only thing I got from it was this" he said as he pointed to the little scar on his hand. I thought that was just from an F1 crash. "I had to have stitches because my hand had busted open. And now here we are with you having most likely a broken arm"

"I guess history is repeating itself..."

"I guess it is. I honestly thought it would be your mother to fall off the roof while trying to get a closer look at the stars. You really are a mini Lexi sometimes"

"Is that a bad thing?"

"Absolutely not. Plus, you're also a Norris. You're a mini me too. Now, let's get you to hospital and we'll get that arm wrapped up" he said. We went to the hospital and then came back home. I had a massive purple cast on my arm.

"how the fuck am I meant to sleep with this cast...?"

"Don't worry about it, sweetheart. I'll take care of you"

"but you need sleep, dad..."

"I promise I'll go to sleep when you do. Just close your eyes and relax, Lils"

The next morning I woke up way too early because of two people called Alexa Norris and Lando Norris. Both of them were so fucking loud. I went downstairs to try and get away from the noise. The sound of them moaning made me want to throw up. I'm pretty sure I did throw up at some point. It's never nice to hear your parents fucking. Like it's bad enough when I go to the toilet at school and I hear some people fucking in the cubicle next to me. It's fucking grim. Dad came downstairs after a while in just his boxers. Even more grim. His face was a picture as he saw me sitting there.

"You okay, Lils...?"

"you and mum are so fucking loud... I heard literally everything and I don't think I'm ever gonna look at you two the same again..."

"Oh, god, I'm sorry, Lily. I should have thought about that"

"I don't know what's more traumatic... hearing people at school fucking in the toilet next to me, which has happened before!!! or hearing my own parents moaning all morning..."

"I can't even begin to imagine how mortifying that must have been for you. Look, why don't you go back upstairs and shower or something? I promise we're done for the morning"

"I'm planning on it. I'm probably gonna drown myself after hearing all of that..."

"Please don't, Lils"

"It's so traumatic... like obviously i know you and mum do it because how else would I be here but I was not expecting that much stamina from you two at this time in the morning and considering the fact that you're both 40..."

"Well, some of us are blessed with more stamina than others, I guess. Just remember that love makes people do amazing things"

"no shit. I literally have experienced that stuff before with my boyfriend. that's literally how I got pregnant and then you had to take me to have that abortion... I just seriously didn't expect that much stamina from 40 year olds..."

"But, Lils, you have to understand that everyone is different when it comes to sex and intimacy"

"yeah, well, we were just stupid. we both consented but just forgot to use protection. I think I just feel even more shit for losing my virginity at fucking 13... I should have waited..."

"Liliana, losing your virginity at 13 doesn't define you"

"it kinda does. just call me a fucking whore and a slut at that point... I think I'm actually scared of it now. I'm scared to ever have sex with anyone ever again. I really don't wanna be a teen mum and after that close call I don't wanna ever risk it..."

"You're not a whore or a slut. And you don't have to be scared of sex. It's just something that happens between two people who care about each other"

"not at 13 though... it's fucking ridiculous... we should have just been hanging out... not losing our virginity... I'm literally a fucking slut"

"Liliana, you're not a slut. You have to remember that everyone makes mistakes. Losing your virginity at 13 doesn't make you a slut"

"It does though..."

"It doesn't. You said it yourself, you consented and trusted someone who turned out to be irresponsible. That's not your fault and it certainly doesn't make you a slut"

"he wasn't irresponsible... I love Jackson... he just forgot to use protection... it's my fault too... I forgot to ask him if he had any protection on... it's not his fault..."

"Fine, it was both your faults. But you were both young and inexperienced"

"but it also makes me a slut"

"Liliana, you're not a slut."

"I am"

"No, you're not. If you say that you're a slut one more time then you're ground" he said. I shut my mouth after that.