Back Together ~ pt 4

❤︎︎ Thirty-Four ❤︎︎

*Liliana's POV*

I got arrested. I went out with my mates and shit went down. They had drugs and tried to force me to have them and we all got arrested for possession of them. I had to call dad. He bailed me out and looked at me with complete rage. I was in deep shit.

"What the hell were you thinking???" He yelled as he grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the building

"I don't know..."

"You don't know?? You didn't think about the consequences of your actions?? You could have gone to jail!! Do you have any idea how scared I was?? We need to talk about this when we get home"

"I'd rather not..."

"You don't get to choose that, Liliana" he said. He took me home and started searching around my room for drugs. Once he didn't find anything he sat on my bed with me. "Liliana... I just... I need you to tell me why you did this. Is there something going on that I don't know about?"

"no... I just thought I had made some friends over the summer but then they forced me to do drugs today... I didn't actually do it but I just put it in my pocket and said I would do it later and then the police caught them, searched all of us and we all got arrested... I don't even know what drugs it was..." I said. Dad instantly wrapped his arms around me and held me close

"I'm so sorry, sweetheart..."

"I just seem to find the most stupid people here... I hate this place... I hate everything... I can't make any friends and I'm just a fucking cunt..."

"It's not your fault, and you are definitely not a cunt"

"I am..."

"No, you're not. You're my daughter, and I love you more than anything in this world"

"but now I've got a fucking criminal record for that... I'm gonna kill myself... I'm such a fucking idiot... I've already ruined my life..."

"You haven't ruined your life. And you are most definitely not a criminal. I'm going to do whatever it takes to make this right"

"I'm only 14 and I've already been fucking arrested... I'm such a fucking twat..."

"You're not a twat. You're just a kid who made a mistake"

"a mistake that's given me a fucking criminal record!!!"

"Yes, you broke the law but that doesn't define who you are."

"It does..."

"No it doesn't"

"My life is falling apart..."

"Liliana, look at me. Your future is not defined by this. You are a smart, kind, and brave young woman who has made a bad decision. But that doesn't have to be the end of your story"

"but my whole life seems to be falling apart... you and mum nearly had a divorce and that could still happen if mum finds out that you cheated on her last week!!!" I said but then we both saw mum in the doorway of my room. Oh fuck.