Back Together ~ pt 4

❤︎︎ Thirty-Six ❤︎︎

I woke up and all of a sudden he was screaming at me.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?? You need to get your shit together, Lexi. If this keeps happening, they're going to lock you up and throw away the key"

"what are you on about...?"

"You just passed out and started seizing again! You're acting like a fucking toddler. Get your shit together, Lexi. For both our sakes"

"you think I can fucking control when I have a seizure??? god you really are acting like such a snob lately!!!!"

"I'm not saying you can control it. I'm just saying you need to be more responsible about it. Warn me when it's happening, or at least don't put yourself in danger"

"I told you to stop and get off me but once again you were thinking with your dick!!! I'm not your little fucktoy, Lando!!! you can't just fuck me when you please!!!"

"You do know that being angry and argumentative makes your seizures worse, right? So if you wanted me to stop, all you had to do was tell me"

"I did fucking tell you!!! I told you at least 5 times that we couldn't do it here and that I wasn't in the mood and I told you to stop!!! you're the reason my seizures are getting worse!!!"

"Fine. I shouldn't have pushed you like that. But damn it, Lexi, you know how much I care about you. And when I see you like this..."

"you're the one causing me so much fucking stress and you're the one giving me all these seizures from the stress"

"I'm the one causing your stress?! You're the one who has panic attacks every time we have a fight, and then you blame me for them?"

"Because you're the one causing the panic attacks!!!"

"Well, you're certainly not making it easy to be around you lately. I try to do everything right, and then I get accused of causing your fucking seizures"

"because you are causing them!!! you've been stressing me out so much lately and that's what's causing them!!!"

"You think I like seeing you like this?? You think it's fun for me to be with someone who might just pass out or have a goddamn seizure at any moment?"

"so you don't wanna be with me anymore because of recent seizures??? are you fucking kidding me, Lando???"

"I never said that. I'm saying it's fucking frustrating to be with someone who can't handle their shit without me there to help them"

"I can fucking handle my shit!!! at least I didn't fucking cheat on you unlike you cheated on me!!!"

"You're really gonna throw that in my face again?! Like you're so perfect? You've never done anything wrong before, right? You're all perfect, aren't you??"

"I'm not saying I am perfect!!!"

"Then why the fuck do you keep acting like I'm the one at fault? I'm just trying to help!!"

"because you've shattered my fucking heart!!!"

"And you've shattered mine!! You're right, I'm sorry! I shouldn't have kept it from you!!

"maybe we aren't soulmates..." I said. I could see the tears build up in his eyes.

"Maybe not... But I still care about you, and I don't want us to be over. I just wish you'd stop being so angry all the time"

"how can I not be angry right now? I've literally got a list of things that you've done in the past like week that had stressed me out insanely"

"Okay, fine. Let me make it up to you. Tell me what I need to do to make you happy again, and I'll do it. Hell, I'll do whatever it takes"

"i don't know... all I know is that we need some sort of marriage counselling... I don't know if you still want to go to Paris and see if we can sort things out ourselves while we're over there...?"

"Okay, let's do it. Let's go to Paris together and try to fix this"

"Mhm"

"Hey, look at me. You're important to me, okay? I don't want to lose you"

"I don't wanna lose you either but I don't know how we're going to work this out together..."

"We'll figure it out together. We always do. Just please don't shut me out like this. Let's talk about it"

"not right now... it's only going to make me more stressed and will cause another seizure..."

"Okay, we'll wait until you're feeling better"

A week later we went to Paris. It felt so good to get out of the country. Lando took me to the Eiffel Tower just before the sun was meant to set. I had no clue what he was planning.

"what are we waiting here for...? what's meant to happen...?"

"Just wait a moment. You'll see something beautiful" he said.

"Like what..?" I said before seeing the Eiffel Tower light up... it was so beautiful...

"This is what happens every night. And the stars are looking just as bright"

"Oh my god... it's beautiful..."

"Not as beautiful as you though"

"Lan..."

"Lex..." he said before getting down on one knee. What the hell was he doing...?

"Lan... what are you doing...? we're already married..."

"Yes, we are. And I know we've had our ups and downs, but I love you more than anything. More than any obstacle we'll ever face. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Alexa Jade Norris, will you marry me again? Renew our vows and start fresh?" He said. My eyes instantly filled with tears. I definitely was gonna forgive him. He was the love of my life.

"oh my god... Lan... yes... of course I will..." I said. He instantly stood up and connected our lips. It was like a fairytale in real life...

"We'll do a whole wedding redo too. But we'll do it in our back garden just with family"

"sounds perfect... I'll even dig out my old wedding dress..."

"You'll look more beautiful than ever in that dress. I can't wait to see you in it again"