I only hope
I won't fall to hard for you
So hard that you'll
bring me to my knees
Sober from the pain
of not having you
Of not knowing you.
I hate the way I anticipate
the inevitable
The way my eyes get
wider and shine from you
Every time you say something
That seems to resonate
So deep into my core
That I end up recognizing it
As a part of who I am.
Something alluring
Happened tonight
I have seen the thunder
Lighting the dark,cold
Starless sky
How mesmerising it is to
See them together like this
Fighting to complete eachother
without words or touch.
It reminds me of what
I felt when I first met you
Enlighten,alive,spontaneous
I wish...
Or better,I'd rather
swallow my words now
So I don't think too hard
About how I dint want
You to be my weakness
To be my drug
Because you're still
here with me
And your ghost haunts my heart
I don't want to ask nor play
For anything when it comes to you
Because there is no us
And it will never be about you and me
Only about myself
And the fire inside of me
Rageous,screaming at me to let it out
I want to burn freely for you
And I must not
I must not let you
Mean so much to me.
And if only you'd realise
What I used to feel for you yesterday
I would fear all of my tomorrows with you.
I hope I see your soul
As being so beautiful
Only because I praise and idolize you so highly
And not because you're truly the person
I fantasize you to be.
Because that would be the end of me.
It would take only two words
To come out from your lips
For me to surrender who I've been
For who you are
Oh,the disaster it would bring and take
For me to fall in love with you.
CITEȘTI
The poetry of my unspoken realm
PoetryA collection of raw, thought-provoking poems exploring the chaos of life, love, and the search for meaning. Through vivid imagery and honest reflection,it dives into the complexities of the self, the mysteries of existence, and the struggles of find...
