lilith potter |draco malfoy ✔

Chapter 30

Edited 01/07/2016

"I want her to be fine... I don't want her to get hurt, like Sirius and our parents..."

"She'll be fine, we have to wait..."

"She will be fine, honey..."

"Yeah, I'm sure..."

"What if she stays like this for months?"

"Don't say that, Harry!"

"Maybe... She is going to wake up, right?"

"Of course. As soon as her brain processes everything and decides to let her face the world again..."

"I want her to wake up... I miss my sister..."

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Lilith's POV

Sirius... He's really dead, isn't he? Bellatrix is going pay for this. I'll make her pay, even if I have to wait ten years...

"Sirius..."

"She said something." A voice whispers next to me.

"Is she waking up?"

"I'm not sure, call Madame Pomfrey, she'll know what to do."

Steps and more steps make my head hurt, it's like having bells inside my head. I move my hand to cover my eyes, the pain unbearable. I wince and groan, and the people next to me move around even more. Can't they see that this is actually hurting me?

"Please stop... My head hurts..."

"Turn the lights off. And stop waking around." A man says.

I want to open my eyes and speak to the people around me. I really really want to. But I can't, it's like I'm not controlling my own body.

"Open you eyes, Lilith. Please, for me." The same voice says.

"Just a second." Wow, I can't move but I can speak. Good for you, Lilith...

I wait a few seconds and I finally open my eyes. The first person I see is Harry. He is sitting next to me on the bed, Ron and Hermione behind him.

"How are you, Lil?" He asks.

"Fine." I get up and Harry grabs my hands, helping me.

"Lilith, we have to go, Dumbledore wants to see us."

I hug Hermione and Ron before following Harry out of the Hospital Wing. Silence surrounds us but it's okay for me.

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I'm sitting in Dumbledore's office now, Harry by my side. I know that he's a lot worse than I am. Sirius was his only family for a long time, and now he's gone. He was his godfather as well, the man our parents chose to help and guide him. He's gone, he's truly gone... It took me a few hours to finally believe if, but now that I know he's never coming back... It hurts, it hurts a fucking lot.

He's back, right? Dumbledore, I mean. Umbridge is probably still recovering from her shocking experience. It's not pink anymore, it has no cats and it smells like old books and dust. Yep, he's back. And the portraits are also here so...

The silence and the stillness, broken only by the occasional grunt or snuffle of a sleeping portrait, are unbearable to me. It's my fault... Sirius is dead because of me. I should have known... Voldemort does everything to catch Harry and I, we should have known it was a trap. Why?! Is he that desperate to get us? And that bitch, Bellatrix Lestrange? She's the next one in my list. Yes, I have a list. The first one is Voldemort, then Lucius Malfoy and now Lestrange.