Mia's pov

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Mias pov:




I messed up.
I messed up bad.
And I know I did.
I don't really know what to think.
Apart from the fact that I messed up.

It wasn't like me.
I wasn't me.
But that doesn't make what I did okay.
It'll never be okay.

You might be asking why?
Why did I do that to Char?
Char didn't deserve that.
And I agree.
She didn't.
She never deserved that.

I feel sick knowing what I did to her.
What I put her through.
Thinking that I've put her through pain.
Mentally and physically.

And I know you still want to know why.
So do I.
I had drunk quite a lot.
I was drunk when I hurt her.
But that doesn't make it okay, I know that.
Why would I do that?

I remember the fear in her eyes.
I remember the sadness in her eyes.
I remember the pure terror in her eyes.
Her beautiful ocean eyes.
Full of pain, fear and sadness.
Because of me.

I did that to her.
I put her through that.
She trusted me.
She loved me.
I loved her.

I still love her.
But she won't love me.

Not after what I put her through

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