February
Tierra POV
I sat on the porch of Toyas house as we watched the kids double Dutch in the middle of the street.
"So when you gonna tell us who this mystery guy is that's been dicking you down" Toya said.
They found out it wasn't Zo when we all hung out last month and he said he'd never been over. They knew I was fucking at my house so that was a tell all.
"That's a need to know basis" I said.
"The fuck that mean" Trinity said.
"Exactly" Toya co-signed.
"That means the only people that need to know; knows i.e me and him" I said.
"Full of shit" Trinity said rolling her eyes.
"Well are y'all dating or what, seems like all y'all do is fuck" Toya said.
"That's all it is" I said.
"Damn G most girls loose they virginity to someone because they like him not just to do it" Toya said.
"I'm not doing it just to do it and he cool but I'm not looking for no one I'm just on getting this money and taking care of me and my sister" I said.
"Okay now yo ass might end up pregnant first talking like that" Trinity said.
"Shit at this point it ain't nothing for another mouth to feed" I said looking up noticing Mika talking to someone.
"Shit okay" Toya said.
I stood "Ta'Mika" I called out.
She looked at me and pointed to me and I walked off the porch. The person turned around and looked at me.
"Ma" I said confused.
I hadn't seen her since I was 9 she came up to the house and embarrassed the hell out of me in front of my friends.
She was asking everyone for money and she looked awful. Tyson gave her some money and sent her on her way.
"Hey Mocha" she said smiling.
"What you doing here" I said.
"Mocha mommy's healthy" Mika said.
"G go back over there with your friends" I said to Mika.
"But mommy said we can come with her" she said.
"Mika go" I said raising my voice.
"Don't yell at her" my mom said as Mika walked off with an attitude.
I watched her walk off and go over to the porch with the girls.
"Look Mocha I'm clean" my mom said and I turned and looked at her.
"And what's that supposed to mean. You told me that same lie 7 years ago and I'm just now seeing you again" I said.
"I swear I am I've been clean for two years now. I went to rehab and now I'm working with the system to get y'all back" she said smiling.
"For what we good where we at" I said.
"Mocha look I know y'all have been staying here Kim told me but I swear y'all can come home and we can be a family again" she said.
"Where the fuck is home ma I don't even know what the word means anymore coming from you" I said fighting back tears.
"Mocha I'm sorry" she said.
"G just leave us the fuck alone we been doing good without you and we gonna continue to do so. Don't come round here no more" I said and walked away.
"Mocha" I heard her call out.
