March
Taj POV
I held Tierras hand as I drove. Today was our 2nd year anniversary and we took maternity pictures of us and the kids today.
Right now we were on our way to our lunch reservations.
"You okay" I asked her as I kissed the back of our hand.
"I'm just tired" she said.
I kissed the back of her hand a few times.
"I'll just get us some food ordered you know you're supposed to be on light duty anyways" I said.
She nodded.
We shared a kiss and I got the kids some pizza and wings and we went home.
I set the kids up to eat then I went to check on Tierra.
"Baby what's going on" I said seeing her sitting on the floor beside our bed.
"Nothing I'm okay" she said rubbing her stomach.
"Why you on the floor" I asked.
"I started feeling weak so I sat down, I just need a second and a cold water" she said.
I sighed and nodded.
"Taj" she said taking my hand.
I looked at her.
"I'm okay I swear" she said.
I nodded and kissed her lips and the side of her face.
I picked her up and laid her in bed and then I went to get her a water.
I laid in bed with her until she was asleep.
I looked at her small belly. I had nothing against the baby because she didn't ask to be here but I just felt so detached and normally I'm all over Tierra and her belly.
I don't touch her stomach unless she ask me to rub it because she says the baby is calmer when I touch her belly.
I carefully got out of bed and went to check on the kids.
I kissed each of their heads as they sat at the table eating.
"Daddy I want mommy" Tahir said.
"Y'all go ahead and lay with her" I said to them.
He smiled and got down with pizza sauce on his mouth.
I stopped him and wiped his mouth and then let him go.
I was letting them sleep in our room a lot more apart of me was scared that I was about to loose my wife even though I tried to stay strong for her.
Once all the kids were done me and Titan cleaned up while the youngest three went upstairs.
"I got it from here Junie" I said holding the pizza boxes.
He nodded.
"Daddy" he said.
"What up man" I asked.
"Mommy is gonna be okay" he said.
I nodded.
"I know man" I said.
He hugged me and I hugged him back kissing his head.
He then went upstairs while I took out the trash.
I sat in my car and smoked me a whole blunt before going inside.
I got a call from Chris.
"What up man" I said.
