He's Not Yours, I Am | Sope

044 : Speaking Of

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Namjoon

Jimin
Hyung! I'm in the convenience store and found rice puffs, so I bought three.

Namjoon
Okay, good to hear. Eat lots, Jiminie. I'm so proud of our growing boy.

Jimin
I'm an adult Hyung 😅

Namjoon
Age is but a number, bae.

Jimin
Whatever you say, Hyung. I'm going to your place btw

Namjoon
To give me rice puffs? I thought you were gonna eat everything you've bought haha

Jimin
I was hoping I could share them with you since you love them so much

Namjoon
What a timing. I was planning to cook smth actually

Jimin
Oh

Jimin
Does that mean?

Namjoon
I'll make enough for the two of us. Can't wait for the rice puffs!

Jimin
Oh okay, I'm on my way! Is two enough for you?

Namjoon
Jiminie? You're giving me two?

Jimin
You love them

Namjoon
Can I take you out please

Jimin
Haha! Speaking of taking out, what's the update Hyung?

Namjoon
Hey. Don't use your phone while walking

Jimin
Hyung, I'm not walking on a highway

Namjoon
Well, if you insist so bad 😮‍💨 kidding haha

Namjoon
And update about what?

Jimin
About the person?

Jimin
I mean, I don't mean to pressurise you Hyung really! But I'm just saying that since I already confessed, didn't you say you're gonna go for it after I do it?

Namjoon
Well, now that you've mentioned it, I actually am about to.

Jimin
About to?

Namjoon
Are you ready?

Jimin
Ready?

Jimin
Well, yes! For you! Go for it!

Jimin
Just a piece of advice, Hyung. No matter what happens, results are nothing but by-products. The process of doing it is the only thing that matters

Namjoon
I like you, Jimin.

Jimin
That's it Hyung

Jimin
Wait what?

Namjoon
You weren't like the rest. You're compassionate. You are the epitome of the saying, throw bread at someone who threw a rock at you. You think of others so much that sometimes you forget yourself in the process. I get so worried when I sense that something bad is happening to you and I really want to help you with everything you need help with. I want to always accompany you and make you feel that you're worth the risk. I want to give you everything you've ever wanted from a band ticket to the love that you deserve. I love seeing you happy, I love seeing you get excited, I love seeing you smile. I hate seeing you smile when you're not happy. I want you to cry beside me when everything seems to be going south. I want you to confide in me, to trust me, and to learn from me. I try my best with the things that I struggle to do for you. I want to see more of you, the better and brighter you. And I want to be the reason for that. Please accept my love for you.

Jimin
Wh

Jimin
Hyung

Jimin
My eyes...

Jimin
Thank you for saying those things, Hyung. This means the world to me.

Jimin
Why didn't you tell me sooner?

Namjoon
I was too scared it wouldn't work out

Namjoon
Yoongi and Hoseok were already asking you out and you didn't seem interested. I figured you wouldn't wanna date anyone so I decided to not shoot my shot because what would be the point right?

Jimin
We can make it work, Hyung

Namjoon
We don't have to if you don't want to

Namjoon
But if, and only if, you want to, then I would love to make you happy. Please make us work. Please use me Jimin, use me to clear your mind off of everything, use me for everything.

Jimin
Hyung! Please. Don't say that ☹️ This is not called an experiment. You are not, and will never be, an experiment. I won't do that to you, to anyone, but especially to you, Hyung. This is called giving you a chance.

Jimin
I'm telling you this because I want you and I to date

Jimin
You want it right? Then let's date.

Namjoon
Jimin how many minutes are walking to my house?

Jimin
I'm outside your house. Let your date enter. If you open, this will be our first.