He's Not Yours, I Am | Sope

045 : To Hell With You

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Hoseok

Yoongi
Do you ever think we can work out as best friends again? What do you say?

Hoseok
When

Yoongi
I don't know? Eventually? Time will tell, for sure.

Hoseok
are you

Yoongi
For real? Yeah. Yes, I am

Hoseok
gonna leave me in peace?

Yoongi
Leave you? Why would I think of leaving you?

Hoseok
Oh, to hell with you! Can't you fucking see!

Yoongi
See what? Your brassiere beneath the tank top?

Hoseok
Stop pulling jokes on me. Honestly stop playing with me

Hoseok
Dude. I like you. There's that. I can't spend time with you without having butterflies infesting in my fucking stomach or getting my chest burn up like I'm going to have a fever which makes me sick to even think about. You see, my body doesn't act right when I'm with you. Jungkook told me to adjust my feelings to what we are, but that's fucking pure bull. I can't just do that, even if I badly wanted to, which I do.

Hoseok
I hate you, but I just like you so much that it's fucking too much. But when is too much, too much? I don't even know. What I know is that I want to stop what I feel so I'm trying to find a way or two

Hoseok
I'm sorry but, Yoongi, can something even work out for us?

Hoseok
Because looking at our situation right now, it has approximately almost zero chance.

Yoongi
Shut up.

Hoseok
What

Yoongi
I miss you

Hoseok
What?

Hoseok
Bro

Hoseok
Bro. Are you doing this because you know the fact that I like you?

Yoongi
No. You know I don't exploit. I'm not a terrible person. Cough cough

Hoseok
You're making me feel like shit

Hoseok
Is that why you're here? To say "in your face" for the hundredth time?

Yoongi
Compared to what you did to Jimin, I think this is just a tip of the iceberg

Hoseok
Do you think I don't know that?

Hoseok
Fuck you

Hoseok
I hate that you're right

Yoongi
I miss whatever we used to have

Hoseok
What the fuck is wrong with you?

Yoongi
I miss having you around and just hanging like brothers

Hoseok
I hate you. I hate what you're saying right now. Where are you going with this?

Yoongi
Beats me

Hoseok
I just

Hoseok
I really hate you right now

Yoongi
I thought you like me?

Hoseok
I thought you don't exploit?

Yoongi
I don't, do I?

Yoongi
Do you actually hate me tho? Rather than dismiss it, I can see that as an actual possibility

Hoseok
You're talking as if I can't

Hoseok
Because, Yoongi, oh hell I fucking can

Hoseok
And I just told you, didn't I?

Hoseok
I said I hate you. I do. I can and I do

Yoongi
Should I have a reason to be sorry?

Hoseok
I'll say you're taking advantage of what I'm feeling and of how I feel

Hoseok
Please don't do this to me. Enough please.

Yoongi
Whatever am I doing to you?

Hoseok
Hurting me

Hoseok
I least expect feeling hurt from you so I guess it hurts more than it should be because of that

Yoongi
What do you want me to do? Is there anything?

Hoseok
Stop hurting me, that's what.

Hoseok
Oh, but I deserve it. Right, Yoongi? Of course I do. Of course you'll say that. Do I actually tho? Perhaps I haven't suffered enough, hence why you're here disrupting anything related to peace in my life

Hoseok
Fine then. Fucking torture me. Come at me. At this point, I've lost every care in the world

Yoongi
I don't mean to hurt you. But you can't just walk away from me

Hoseok
What more the fuck do you need?

Yoongi
Nothing. Just

Hoseok
Just?

Yoongi
Nothing

Hoseok
Oh, to hell with you! Are you fucking for real?

Yoongi
Okay, okay. Your attention. I needed your attention. Happy now?

Hoseok
Fucken elated.

Yoongi
Really?

Hoseok.
No. Why. That doesn't make any sense.

Yoongi
I don't know. You've been ignoring me lately and I'm just trying to fill the gaps. I guess it's human nature to seek validation from those who don't give you any.

Hoseok
Don't you play psychology with me. What do you want?

Yoongi
What answers do you want to quench your curiosity with? What I said. Can't you believe it?

Hoseok
Get the hell out of my face because you confuse me and I'm gonna combust any time now. We'd hate that both, do please. Scamper off. Shoo, shoo.

Yoongi
I'll spit in your face

Hoseok
What?

Yoongi
Nothing. Bye

Hoseok
Tch. Fuck ass

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