He's Not Yours, I Am | Sope

056: Be Rational

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Hoseok

Yoongi
Hobi

Hoseok
What now?

Yoongi
I've heard about this art gallery owned by some local artist. Wanna go and appreciate the beauty of ephemeral things made eternal?

Hoseok
Be honest with me and please do be honest really when I say this.

Yoongi
I am honest

Hoseok
Why are you doing this?

Yoongi
To rekindle with you.

Hoseok
But why?

Hoseok
I'm not trying to be bitter here. I'm being curious

Hoseok
You know I like you, right? So why don't you stop instead of doing... whatever this is?

Yoongi
Well, what do you suggest?

Hoseok
What do you mean what do I suggest?

Hoseok
You know what I suggest? To part ways. I can't do this anymore. I can't keep doing this, all in a haze and in the puddle of confusion.

Yoongi
No. You can't cut me off?

Hoseok
Why are you like this? You always think straight and you're rational, so why are you being immature right now?

Hoseok
Why can't I cut you off? What would be the reason not to? Is it because you don't wanna waste our years and friendship? I wouldn't see that as the case though. Through the course of our friendship, we've always just been arguing. The bond that we have isn't the bond that should be looked forward to. If I cut you off, I'm gonna have one less of an enemy and a prickly thorn picked from my throat

Hoseok
Please. Just tell me what you want from me. Be rational this time. Give me a rational response, I beg of you. You're always like that, but right now, I can't seem to understand you.

Yoongi
I'm gonna miss you.

Hoseok
Great. Good that you're letting me go

Yoongi
I'm not saying I'm letting you go. I said I'm gonna miss you

Hoseok
Huh.

Hoseok
Me: good bye
You: well, I'm gonna miss you
Also you: not letting you go tho

Yoongi
I'm saying I'm going to miss you if you let me go, so I'm not gonna allow that to happen. You can't let go of me. No. Never.

Yoongi
The reason why you can't cut me off? It's because I'm going to miss you. I don't know, you're my best friend. You're the closest person that I have. You are a piece of me, a fragment of my personality, a part of my identity. So you can't leave. If I can prevent you from leaving, then I'm doing so. Stay. Stay with me.

Yoongi
I don't mind you liking me, really, so please.

Hoseok
God. That's the most selfish thing that you've fucking tell me.

Hoseok
You actually said that. Do you hear yourself?

Hoseok
You don't mind me liking you? But I do. I mind. I can't be in the same room as you. You're fucking with my mind. I can't get you off of it. I'm so stupidly in love. Please. I'm gonna fucking die the second time I'm gonna look into your eyes because they tell me what I am to you, and it rips me apart and overwhelms me with sorrow.

Hoseok
Thank you, really, but no thank you.

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