He's Not Yours, I Am | Sope

063: Win You Over

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Hoseok

Yoongi
Jung Hoseok.

Yoongi
Of course

Yoongi
Of course you're not gonna talk to me

Yoongi
Listen

Yoongi
I have something to say to clear things up. I'm sorry for being cryptic or confusing or whatever the fuck I was being before

Yoongi
I understand your frustrations and I respect your decision. Of course I do. And I know that you know that.

Yoongi
But let me just tell you one thing

Yoongi
This, all of this, isn't just mere fear. The fear of losing you? I don't think that's how I'd wrap it up

Yoongi
It's obviously deeper than that, deeper than attachment even

Yoongi
I know you feel it. I know deep inside, you crave to crave something else, something more profound, from what I'm trying to say

Yoongi
It did cross my mind, that's for sure. But I didn't wanna tell you because I wasn't so sure of it, not until now

Yoongi
I love you, Hobi, and not just as a friend. I love you like how beautiful the moon is and will forever be.

Yoongi
I want to spend the rest of my life with you by my side, for me to see you always smiling and with a happy heart and hopefully will be the cause of that. I never want to not see, the thing my eyes will be focused on is your presence. Your absence takes away a part of me, so please come back to me.

Yoongi
I will accept everything. Rejection, hesitation, anything, you name it and I'll take it. As long as we get to talk it out first and you listen to me as I listen to you.

Hoseok
Bruh what.

Hoseok
Just woke up

Hoseok
Wait, what?

Yoongi
Please. I need to know what you think. There's this gnawing feeling that's eating me whole if I don't say this to you and if I wouldn't know what you think. But take your time. I have all the time in the world to wait for your response, for you. Always. Don't rush, all right. But please reassure me that you're gonna come back.

Hoseok
Okay

Hoseok
Wow okay

Hoseok
Wait huh okay

Hoseok
Honestly...

Hoseok
That's all I needed to hear from you

Hoseok
I didn't wanna assume by how you were acting towards me and boy was I fucking confused

Hoseok
Now that you've confirmed it, thank you for this. Really.

Hoseok
Wow

Hoseok
I don't know hold on

Hoseok
I uh

Hoseok
I should be happy right? I'd think so. But I'm not. Shocking? Not really

Hoseok
I don't know why I feel like this

Hoseok
Guilt? Shame? I'm probably attending my own pity party. I just... I really don't know, it's all a blur for now. Your part is all right, mine isn't yet. You get me?

Yoongi
It's okay. I understand, Hobi. Don't worry

Yoongi
But don't think I'm giving up on you tho, or giving up in general

Yoongi
I'll win you over, okay, whatever it takes to get you to like me again

Yoongi
Don't worry about a thing, all right. Just let me court you, let me prove my love for you, let me prove myself to you

Yoongi
I'm here, but please don't leave me.

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