Trapdoor

Chapter 5

I wasn't at all surprised at how this party turned out. It was like one of those party's in the movies where all the kids are drunk, note I was one of them. It was hectic.

I didn't want to drink at first. I just wanted to drink my soda and hang out with Josh. But no, Brendon had to interfere.

"Tyjo, take this." Brendon said as he tossed me a beer.

Josh giggled a little. "Tyjo?"

I caught the drink. "Oh, shut up." I bumped his shoulder.

"I'm not judging, its cute." Josh smiled, bumping back into me, making me blush.

"Aww, this is so cute." Brendon's words slurred together.

"We try." I joked. "Don't we, J?'

Josh put his arm around my waist, pulling me close. I had no problem with this, the whole predicament making my heart beat faster in my chest. But this was bound to happen, we had been low key flirting for the past week. I leaned on him slightly, leaning my head on his shoulder and wrapped my arm around him.

"Yeah," Josh smirked, looking down at me.

"Geez guys, keep it pg." Brendon joked.

"We'll try." Josh joked back, pulling me closer.

I blushed, looking up at Josh as Brendon walked away to join Patrick and Mike. Josh smiled sweetly at me, his eyes crinkling in the corner. Just his smile mad emy stomach fill with butterflies. I decided to crack open the beer and drink just this one.

But as the party kept going I drank more and more. The room started spinning and I had to lean on Josh, who was also slightly intoxicated. His smell filling my nose and making me hug on to him.

"Getting a little grabby there, Ty." Josh's words where starting to get slurred together.

I giggled, my cheeks feeling warm. "Yeah, your just so cute I can't keep my hands off you."

Josh giggled in response, pulling me closer to him. It felt nice being in his arms, made me feel wanted and safe. I felt like nothing really mattered, felt like I didn't have to pretend with him.

I sighed, happy with the whole ordeal. I was standing there with in Josh's arms, swaying slightly to the music, just having a good time. Life was great.

And it got even better.

"Is it ok if I kiss you?" Josh asked, his voice full of seriousness.

I looked up at him and smiled, probably looking like a huge dork, and nodded. "I thought you'd never ask."

He leaned in and connected our lips. It was slow and sweet. Letting my eyes flutter shut, I could feel fireworks explode behind me eyelids as Josh put a hand on my waist. I let out a soft noise, enjoying the feeling of his lips on mine. But then it ended.

I opened my eyes slowly. When I looked at Josh he had a small smile on his face and a blush spreading across his cheeks. I smiled back, thinking about how cute he looked.

"God, I've wanted to do that all week." Josh admitted.

"Same here."

I realized he still had his hold on me when I leaned in a pecked his lips a few times. I just couldn't get enough of the feeling. I couldn't get enough of him and it was driving me crazy.

He let out a airy chuckle (if that makes sense?)."Your to cute for your own good."

"Hey, I could frick someone up if I had to." I say as I bury my head in his neck.

"Of course you can." Josh kissed the top of my head. "Hey, you wanna get out of here?"

"Josh, neither of us can drive right now." I really didn't want to get into any accidents.

"Who said anything about driving?" He asked as he let me go, settling for grabbing my hand and pulling me into the warm night air.

Before I knew it we where walking down the street and back to my house. Josh didn't want to go back home because with Debby and all being this roommate. So we waked down the streets of Ohio, giggling and the occasional kisses.

I couldn't have asked for anything more. I didn't know what me and Josh were, but I knew it was something special. I didn't care if we ended up just as friends, or boyfriends, I just wanted him in my life somehow.

As we got into the house and up into my room, Josh was talking about his drums.

"And after I found out I was sick, pounding on the drums helped me a lot with dealing with all of it." He explained as we crawled into my bed.

I nodded and wrapped my arms around his torso. "I would love to hear you play sometime."

"Anything for you, Ty." Josh smiled sleepily.

"Anything?" I asked, a smirk creeping its way onto my lips.

"Anything." He confirmed.

"Aw, then I want your heart." I giggled.

"You had it the moment I laid eyed on you." His kissed me again after that.

We laid there for awhile, lazily kisses for I don't even know how long, when I started getting sleepy. I buried my head further into Josh's neck, feeling his strong arms pull me closer to him.

"Night, Josh." I kissed his neck, shutting my eyes.

"Night, Ty."
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Sorry I didn't update sooner, this one is a little harder then my other fics

But ima try and update this every week, I just gotta get back on track.