THE KEY TO MY HEART

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" Julia,  maybe it would be better if I rented or leased a home that I could have my horses with me. You shot very well. I don't want me being here upsetting you."  " I didn't hear you come in.  It's not you. It's my wife not communicating with me. Please stay."

I placed the rifle, eye protection abd ear plugs back in the safe and locked it up. I swept all the casings and removed the targets and placed them in the garbage. Silvia showed me a video of me taking my frustrations and she told me she forwarded it to Cindy. I started shaking and
crying. Silvia wrapped her arms around me and just held me.

"Let's lock up and turn the alarm. I made you some tea. You can take it to your bedroom and drink it there. Afterwards,  we can talk more if you like. We can take a nap if you like." 

I turned off the lights, locked the door and turned the alarm on. I looked at her and told her the shooting didn't help. I only wasted ammo. I would drink the tea after I went swimming to try to calm myself down. We walked to the pool. I undressed and dove in. I started swimming and started crying again. Silvia must of dove in. She was swimming next to me . She had me stop by grabbing me from underneath and we both stopped. I was still crying. Her wet and nakedness felt good against my body. We were standing in the shallow portion of the water. I looked into her eyes still crying. She picked me up bridal style and carried me out of the pool to the chaise lounger and placed me on it. I was still crying when she left and brought back a few white towels. She started drying my tears and my body. I pulled her closer to met and she bend down to kiss me. I pulled her on top of me and started kissing her rough. We had sex very rough.

" Are you feeling better?" " I feel ashamed doing what I did. This isn't me."
" Its okay. I didn't mind. Your a sensitive and caring woman who is deeply hurt by your wide for not communicating with you again. I am sorry.  Let's go gather our clothes and take the towels upstairs to the laundry room then go take a nice hot bath together. I will bathe you and help you relax. We can take a nap and I will hold you the entire time."

We did exactly that. She was so tender and attentive to my needs. She blew dried my hair and towel dried my hair. She removes my make up than hers. She carries me to my bed and places me down. She turns the fireplace on and turns the thermostat in my bedroom and joins me in bed. She lays on her side and rolls me on top of her. She holds me close.

" I don't like seeing you cry over Cindy. Cindy called me and is angry at herself."
" Good, she should be I. I rather not discuss my wife and ruin this moment with you."

I started French kissing her and fingering her to pleasure her. She was moaning in my mouth as we continued to kiss. Once again,  the bedroom door was wide opened and Lisa stood at the door. I knew I had some explaning to do with her. She turns the button to lock it then left. Silvia didn't see her. I rolled us over and went down on her pleasuring her more and made her come three times before I removed my fingers. Our breathing was still rapid. Silvia looks at me with such care and thanks me. We start kissing more and she rolls us over. We are moving our hips especially on on our pelvic bones. We are close to coming again and we do. She gets off of me and lays on her back still breathing hard like me. I move to my side and placed my left arm and left leg over her body.  We talk some and kiss some. I place my head on her and fall asleep.

Julia is sound asleep. I saw Lisa and now wonder how we are going to explain ourselves to Lisa. What will this do to the three of them that is Taylor not Cindy. Cindy wanted us to have sex. I use my hands to move her hair away and place it on the side of her face.

" Julia, you're right. I didn't mean to fall in love with you. What am I doing. I don't want anyone getting hurt. The look on Lisa's face was hurt and anger. I stayed  awake for about thirteen minutes more before I fell asleep.