[Blue Archive] Abydos' Suicidal Hopeful

Takanashi Sora EP.3

That day, when Hoshino saved me, I intended to escape right then and there.

Growl.

If only my stomach hadn't decided to make its presence known.

Well, even then, it wasn't a problem.

Hoshino, realizing I was hungry, kindly offered me food, but I only took a bite out of courtesy, thanked her, and left the house immediately.

Afterward, I just found a spot in the desert and lay down.

Having tasted the food, I wanted to go home even more, so I didn't hesitate.

The problem was...

"....."

"Uhehe, sleeping in a place like that is dangerous, you know?"

It seemed my connection with her wasn't over yet.

I was saved by her hands once again, and from then on, it was just a repetition of the same thing.

When I lay in the desert to die, Hoshino would save me, and when I lay down again, I'd be saved.

I wanted to scream, "I'm going to die, so don't interfere!" but I held it in. If she knew I wanted to die, I didn't know how she'd react, and she might prevent me from dying.

Perhaps because of that, we somehow started to form a connection.

When I said I didn't have a name, she gave me the name Sora and even offered her family name, Takanashi, suggesting I become her younger sister... ...Honestly, it wasn't a proper relationship, but it was a connection that was building up without me realizing it.

But even that was starting to reach its limit.

"...Damn it, just leave me alone..."

No matter how much we were connecting, I still wanted to die. After failing multiple times, I couldn't stay sane.

In the end, I made a choice I shouldn't have.

To attempt suicide at Hoshino's house.

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"No, it was just a joke! I was just playing around!"

"Uhehe~ I can't trust the words of someone who's done this countless times."

'Damn it, is it not working anymore....'