[Blue Archive] Abydos' Suicidal Hopeful

Suicide Seeker EP.48

"...It's noisy outside..."

Black suit, sitting at his desk and working, muttered as he looked out the window.

"Hmm, I see. So you made that choice."

"Really... You still like to gamble, just like back then."

"Kukuku."

"Well, our deal ends here..."

"I'll be waiting, Takanashi Sora."

"As long as you walk that path,"

"Our connection won't end."





















"Ugh... My ears are ringing..."

Even though I threw it right after activating the alarm, the loud noise still assaulted my ears.

'Still, I definitely got their attention.'

It was so loud I could hear it even with my ears covered, so it must have worked.

The worm down there,

"Are you crazy?!"

Or the one who covets my body.

I scoffed at her panicked expression and replied.

"Do I give a fuck?"

"Wh-what?!"

"I've been behaving myself lately and not cursing, so you must've forgotten..."

This is the real me.

After all,

"I'm a suicidal person. I've always been crazy."

It doesn't matter what I do now.

"B-but!!"

Hearing my words, she panicked and tried to stop me.

"If you die now, you can't go home, right?! Is that okay with you?"

'I knew that.'

Well, I wouldn't have tried this method if that weren't the case.

"...Yeah, as you said, if I die now, I won't be able to go home."

Even if that was a lie.

Since I had no way of knowing if it was a lie or not, attempting suicide was risky.

'Though it doesn't seem like they were lying.'

"T-then!"

"But like I said before, don't care."

Of course, not being able to go home is scary.

It was my only goal, and I didn't want to give up on it, which is why I created this situation.

But,

"I've grown quite attached to this place..."

"Sorry, but I'd rather die here than have my body taken over."

"...Y-you're crazy...!"

"Didn't I say? I'm crazy."

Ever since I reincarnated here, ever since I started living this unwanted new life,

 Abydos suicide seeker has been crazy from the start.