[Blue Archive] Abydos' Suicidal Hopeful

Choice (2) EP.47

A month was too cruel for me, who had a limited lifespan.

".....Cough!"

My body couldn't help but die day by day.

To the point where I now needed intensive care at the hospital.

If there was one saving grace, it was that my mind was still intact, contrary to what that I thought.

Considering the excruciating headache I had that day, it was a miracle.

...However, it wasn't like there were no aftereffects.

Now... It's impossible to see the faces of the Countermeasures Committee, especially Hoshino.

It wasn't just vomiting like last time.

I heard this from Sensei too...

Apparently, the moment I see them, my memory completely blanks out.

And not only that, but I even attempt suicide on the spot...

Thanks to that, Serika, the only one who hadn't noticed, found out everything, including the fact that I had a limited time to live.

So, as much as I wanted to apologize in person...

"I've been banned from visits..."

Considering my condition, the hospital banned visits from the Countermeasures Committee.

"Isn't this... completely garbage..."

To inflict such a deep wound and not even be able to talk to them...

I guess I really am trash.

Then, you might think,

Why don't I just accept the fear?

As much as I wanted to accept it, I couldn't anymore.

No, it would be more accurate to say I've given up.

Because I realized, after remembering everything thanks to that thing that day, that accepting the fear wasn't a good choice.

Of course I could live.

I survived even in the future I saw that day.

But I couldn't do that just to save myself.

In the memory I saw that day, I, who had accepted the fear, killed everyone in the Countermeasures Committee.

So, I won't accept the fear.

That's why...

I have no choice but to gamble again this time.

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"It's been a while since I've been here..."

Before I knew it, I was in the middle of the desert.

"Indeed, you almost died here."

With the root of all evil, hovering beside me like a ghost.

"But why did you come to a place like this?"

"...There's nowhere else."

To make my life's biggest gamble,