[Blue Archive] Abydos' Suicidal Hopeful

(Side Story) Arius' Suicide Seeker EP.29

Vanity of vanities, all is vanity.
(Vanitas vanitatum et omnia vanitas)



This is the first phrase I learned upon arriving here.



"Vanity of vanities, all is vanity."



This is the last testament I remember of myself.





























I was forcibly TS reincarnated. To Kivotos, the world of Blue Archive, a game I've since dropped.

And the first thing I saw upon arriving here was

[Please save Hoshino.]

a strange message, and

"Oh my? You're awake already?"

a monster with a body of red and multiple eyes.

*

"...Is it morning already...."

I woke up on the hard floor like any other morning and looked around.

"The others... they've all gone out."

Well, it's strange for me to be able to take a nap like this.

After all, this is Arius.

"Haaahm... I guess I should get ready..."

I forced my still-tired body to wake and approached a nearby mirror.

Of course, the mirror was broken in several places and couldn't function properly, but for me... no, for the others here, it was enough.

"Hmm... no problems today either."

If anyone else saw me covered in bandages, they might be horrified, but I judged there were no issues and turned away from the mirror.

I only came to the mirror to check if there was any excessive blood, in which case I would have needed to change them.

...Still, I suppose even for Arius, my appearance is a bit much.

My clothes cover it well, but my body is so covered in bandages that it's hard to find a spot without them.

Even the others who share my suffering look at me with pity, which says it all.

...But there's nothing I can do about it.

No matter how many wounds I get every day,

I can't stop trying to kill myself.